BAD U-Mobile

Today called to U-Mobile again, they still giving me the same answer – “We upgrading the system in KL area… so you may facing with some technical problem…”

WTF… I had been facing with the same problem since three weeks back. Cannot get any connection when I use it in KL. This time I really having problem de since move back to KL. The connection in Klang is weak but still can surf net.

After this, I think I should visit the branch in BTS, since I’m so free, then let them give me a good answer on the spot. When I reach there I wish that they can give me a solution but not telling me “We’ll try to fix it soon…”

BAD SERVICE… Damn bad… thinking to get other wireless boardband but worry the same issue will happen again. How????

3.8

This is the day I work in the place not belongs to me, the branch that first time come here to work, work without pay. Actually already expected will be very boring here, but thought that can get connection here and just do something here, but too bad, maybe I got no luck to online then, cannot get any connection here… Haiz…

Now thinking what to do for the next two days if still no connection here. What should I bring to work? Books to read? Or bring the big portfolio to do it here?… working nearby with few big shopping complex, but cannot go too far, just worry when receive a call then cannot come back to branch and keep customer waiting. Just wish to shop around and get some nice stuff… :P shopping again...

Wearing the uniform makes me don’t wish to step out from the branch, so even though very free but still staying in the branch. The location of this branch exactly the same with my branch in Klang before this, inside the same Tesco, corner side, facing with Tesco customer service counter… all Tesco sharing the same CD, so they put the same songs and advertisements… =.=|||

This is a chance for me to know the people in this branch better, like listen to what they share, about the manager, about how my friend bully by the manager, listen to how the manager break the rules that set by himself… a lot and a lot more…

When the branch is very free then all these will pop-up in the conversation, chat until no more topic… :P just wonder in this three days what stories can I listen from the staff since both manager and supervisor not around, that’s the time to be a spy to get most of the info or stories… hahaha…

About My New Job

Some people may ask: What will you do after you come out from the branch? And you still the manager level? Or you still belong to this company?

For sure, after I come out from the branch then I’m no longer the branch manager anymore, I’m only consider the team member, or the team leader of the project team. (Not sure the setting yet) This Eyecare Project Team still under our company, so I’m still working with them and my pay still the same as I get when I’m working with them in branch.

Last time before I join into the branch in Klang, actually I work with the project team for few months, that time didn’t form a team fully in-charge for the eyecare project, but now they wanna do that. A team to in-charge the eyecare project or mobile eyecare program, that we will do in local school or factory.

Before this, the mobile team only work when we get the approval from the school or factory, means not everyday we need to work, maybe one week only three four days. The working hour for the mobile team only from 9am to 5pm, sometimes only from 10am to 4pm, depends on the sales. If outstation, then maybe will be a bit tired, but the good thing is, when outstation, everything pay by company, will save more money.

Now I heard that after form this team, they be try to get more project and maybe will be more active than last time, but still under planning, so not sure really work or not. Anyhow, I still have my two days off in a week, so no matter how busy it is, I still can get my off day. Who care how many project will come after this.

Beside the basic salary, jimmy told me that he will pay me extra for the big project, means I’ll get allowance from it. How much he will pay then depends on the project de. We haven’t made it as an agreement yet, while waiting everything to confirm.

As I said, not thing confirm yet but still under planning, wait for the next order.

Last DAY

I’d named today as the last day for me to work as manager of this branch, the branch on my hand for only two months. Actually I’m not yet get the conformation from Jimmy but still I need to let them know I’ll leave this branch soon, so that they can start to do something, but still all these people doing not thing but only know need to ready a resignation letter.

This morning I’m not going to work on time, wake up at 11, and reach office at 12. Knowing this is my last day so a bit lazy to work. :P The first thing I do is to bring this Good NEWS to the staff and tell them what happened to this branch and what will happen after this. Just want them to know who they deal with and what they need prepare.

I cannot believe that first come out from their mind is to look for the new job and ready the letter. First who take this in action will be the ex-manager of the branch, after I take over the branch, the ex-manager becomes my optician, and now I pass back the branch to him, but his reaction is to pass the resignation letter to HQ.

I cannot pass my work to him but only can wait for someone else to take over. I’m just worry the practitioner cannot handle the operation part. I must leave the branch as soon as possible because cannot wait until the CEO find out I’m the person in charge before this, due to my previous record, the bad thing may happen on my again.

Today I only spent few hours to stay in the branch to settle part of my work, but not all, I still need to come back once a while to settle some job. Start tomorrow I’ll take a short break, one week, to ready myself to enter into my new position in project team.

This coming Wednesday I’ll replace my friend to work in Tesco Mutiara Damansara for three days, work without pay, so anyone want to do some eyetest, then can meet me there, because after this I’m no longer base at any branch, a bit hard to serve you all then.

Just worry something will happen after this and worry I still need to stay back in branch… nobody know what will happen in the next minute.

BIG News GOOD News

Too excited after received the BIG news from my area manager. I must share it immediately…

The story

Sunday afternoon, normally this hour cannot receive any call from HQ; but Jimmy call me this hour. Start with the issue about the project that I did last two weeks, then come to some issue about the branch. At the end of the conversation, he brings out the most important issue during this conversation, about after this month he will no longer in-charge our branch, include the other branches now on his list.

After this he will not involve in the operation of the branch and only take care of the project out there. He informs me this because he wants to let me know after this all branches need to direct under CEO. After he finished telling me that, he offers me a new position.

He will form a team fully in-charge the project, from Felda, cooperate and school, and he wants me to join him in this team. My salary still remain the same, my off day also remain, then just my working hour no longer 13hours in the branch, no longer work with all paper work, no need to deal with AnF about the monthly target.

I accept this offer on the spot and he wants me to finished up my work by this coming week then leaves the branch as soon as possible. For sure I’ll follow this order because I’d dream for this so long ago. I thought that I’ll end up my contract here, but now I chance for me to leave earlier than I thought.

I’m so happy with this offer, and cannot wait to finish up my work here. After two and a half months here, I still cannot get use with travel in between KL and Klang. Now I no longer doing it de.

Tonight go back will start packing my stuff, taking half of my stuff with me by this Wednesday and clear another half by end of the week. Just because need to wait until the ex-manager to take back his place. Cannot imagine what will happen after I handover to him.

When I tell this good news to my staff, then become their bad news, especially the practitioner on the branch. She starts worry everything, not only the operation of the branch but everything. Even though this girl joined this branch two years back but she not so familiar with the operation in between branch and HQ, she don’t know how to deal with HQ.

Actually the ex-manager wanna resign soon, but Jimmy want me to tell him this news before he can hand-up his resignation letter. Tomorrow will pass this good news to him and let him to pass his resignation letter to CEO directly, but not hand it to Jimmy anymore.

What will happen after this? Just “Wait and See”…

Shopping n Movie

Today is a great day to going out with Cheryl, Pikey and Jason. A movie and shopping date.

Each of us has something to buy, so just make a date to do some shopping. We picked Sunway Pyramid as the venue for this day. The movie we watch this afternoon for sure is the only movie that I haven’t watch – the X-Files. Maybe I expect too much on this movie, so after finish the movie I feel a bit disappointed, a bit boring on this story. This week still Sex and the City will be the top in my list.

Maybe too long we never watch the series of X-Files, make us cannot accept the way to solve the case, too slow. Maybe two hours in movie is not long enough for them to explain everything for the story, so I’m starting to ask why this and why that.

Today just do little shopping for myself, not to control but not thing much to buy this weekend, only a pair of leather shoes is that only thing that I get. Maybe next week should try out to get something from the PC Fair in KLCC. :P wish to get some cheap memory card like last time I did, RM55 for 4GB Toshiba SDHC memory card.

A bit tired now, since today wake up early to get ready, around 8.30am, and walk in the shopping complex for whole day long. Need to catch some sleep de, tomorrow still need to work.

Received it

Today I get the Flickr Pro account from Bunny and Sam, this is my birthday present, cannot believe that after so long still can get birthday present. I loved this gift from Bunny and Sam, Thank you so much. Actually before this plan to get a pro account to upload my production onto it, but plan still in pending, just because I got no time to manage my photos, so not ready to upload yet.

Now I got no more reason to not process my photos because the account is calculate day by day. A reason for me to cut off my shopping and movie time to put it on process the photos. This really a good present to push me work more hard on my photography. After this will enter into studio class, so later can share my photos from class.

Once again, thanks Bunny and Sam… :D

Sex or Love

Today watched a great movie in Times Square, Sex and the City. Actually plan to watch this movie in ‘Full Version’ but not in Malaysia Cinema, because surer they showing the Halal one. Looking at the movie list, no other movie to choose de, this week only on two movies that I wanna watch, Sex and the City and The X-Files. This weekend will watch the X-Files, so only can pick another movie to watch in this afternoon.

L.O.V.E

The Keyword of this movie. Not only the girls in NY city asking for the 2 ‘L’, but the people all around the world asking for the same, especially ‘Love’. Every one of us wish that to have some great person in our life, giving us the greatest love in the world, to make ourselves living in the wonderful life. Who don’t wish that happen? Too bad, life always cannot have the wonderful ending like what we watch in the movie…

Not that easy to meet with the guy who loves you more than himself, or willing to give you everything. Or maybe like Samantha, you love yourself more than the guy in front of you. Life is waiting, waiting for the person to show up in your life, but before that you don’t know how long you need to wait for, and don’t know who you will meet before you meet with your right one.

“another 50 years…”, the friendship, or the love in between the girls are very strong, this make me wish to have the friendship like what they have. You will be there for your friends no matter what happen, and your friend will do everything to make you happy, this is the true friendship in the world.

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Change My Phone

At last, today I bought the phone that I’d planned to buy for so long. All because the advertisement, make me fall in love with W350, the new walkman phone by Sony Ericsson. Few reason for me to change my phone, my K800 joystick not work so well, and I find out I’m no longer need the camera of that phone de. The reason I bought K800 because I liked the cyber-shot function, but lately I seldom use the camera to take photo de.

Some more I don’t wish to wait until the phone totals lost then only change the new one because that time the phone only can throw but not trade in like what I did to pay less for my new W350. When I think back, this W350 will be the lowest price that I pay to get a phone, because normally I’ll pay more to get the better function phone, but this time I just pay less to get a basic walkman phone, with no 3G and good camera.

Day without a Plan

Another great day to get stuff.

The first time I am shopping inside the shopping center whereby I seldom go, and only passed by few times in my life – Ampang Park. This morning company Cheryl to do medical checkup. She needs to do the x-ray scanning in one of the x-ray center inside this shopping center, a very old style shopping center.

I’m not planning to do shopping here but since not thing to do while waiting for her, just walk around, make me come to this camera shop next to the small escalator. I really cannot believe that I can get what I look for so long, actually not for myself but for my partner, Jane. She’s looking for a new camera bag for a long time, a bigger bag to fit in most of her stuff. The bag that we’d bought together one year before this not enough to fit our tools de, so we both need a new one.

Actually I found the bag that I want too but I didn’t bought it, because it costs me a lot, RM380. I know the bag is good but only giving a chance to get the better one or the one with better price. Maybe after this when I really cannot get the one better than that I’ll go back to that shop to get it.

Didn’t get the bag doesn’t mean not thing for myself today. All the way drive from KLCC to SS2, just to get a new monopod, another tool that I need for my coming trip, to solve the problem of bringing the tripod for a trip.

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Wings Café

This the first time we take our dinner at this Wings Café in Kuchai Lama. After they closed down the food court in Kuchai Lama,no reason for me to come to this area anymore. I don’t know so many restaurants open in this area, but now I know a place to hang out after this.

The atmosphere at this restaurant very comfortable and the service very good, only the food take a little bit too long to be ready.

(Some photos will post out after this. Forget to bring back my card reader so cannot transfer the photos back to the computer…)

A good day to hang out with friends. Lunch with Cheryl, Alex, Jason and Frankie. Dinner with Cheryl, Cheryl’s housemate and Pikey.

Work is Coming

The time without computer in office really boring, but giving me a chance to know my staffs better. Today spend sometime to chat with the staff working with me today. Normally I got no time to chat with them or teach them some knowledge, I’ll spend most of my time to finish my work. As a manager cum optician in this branch, I’m not spending most of my time to deal with the eye or lenses, but deal with the computer.

Online to settle the sales report to HQ, do all the paper work, calculate the sales and margin, do the planning for the month, contact with supplier, dealing with people in HQ, exchange information with other branch via Skype. These all my daily work in office, but now without computer, I got not thing to do de.

This evening my technician told me that my desktop can use de, so the good news is I can start to do my work, but the bad news is i’ll getting busy since two weeks I didn’t update my sales de.

Contact

Wau… Today boring like hell in office… The desktop cannot use, no other work to do, sitting there for whole day… some more my Maxis Sim Card not working…

Sim Card DIE

My 017 sim card die de… it cannot be use since yesterday afternoon. Suddenly the phone shows “No Netw Coverage”… then I tried to change to another phone, then shows “Sim Card Failed…”… Kawan remind me that one night my phone not ringing when someone call-in, and that remind me it really give me some signal to change new sim card for this number.

It really bring me a lot of trouble by cannot use this number, because most of my contact in this number. The contact doesn’t mean the number in the contact list but most of the time I need to use number to contact people. Why must use the same number? Number for a phone equal to a name, a name that shows when you call. So when you call with another number then people may not answer it because they don’t know who’s calling.

I got no choice only can fix it on Wednesday, because need to go to KLCC. Just worry in these two days got any important text message then may miss out. Some of the text message cannot miss, because it may bring me some ‘disaster’ after this. Some of the call or SMS you missed out is fine, but for some ‘special’ case then I don’t think is good for you to do so. (Only little people will know what I’m mentioning here…)

So for those who cannot get me this few days please try to get my another contact number, then contact me again, so sorry because my important contact number DIE liao… haiz…

Maintenance

Nowadays not so easy to maintain “something”, this something not related to things that can maintain by using cash. It’s about relationship.

I remember that day when Kai Ting meet us at Cheryl’s place, first thing come to my mind is “OMG… How long we never meet???” only that reminds me, not only Kai Ting, but many friends that long time never contact with them…

I’m always giving the same reason when long time I never meet a person – BUSY, no time… Kai Ting telling me the same thing, but I do understand, because we’re both “Busy and no time”. When you meet with someone that long time never meet, please don’t keep on calculate how long you all never meet but using the time to understand what happened when the time you not meet.

I’m calculate the day, IF I really have to make sure I “Keep in Touch” with everyone, and spend one minute to talk to every friend in daily, then I think everyday I no need to go anywhere or do anything else, because probably I need to call for more than 10hours and above then only can finish to call everyone that I know. IF I need to make sure I meet with every of my friends at least once a year, then everyday I’m not meeting with customer, but need to meet at least 10 people in a day then only can make it. So why I’m saying: It’s VERY high maintenance…

Remember don’t simply tell these word: “Keep in Touch” or “Call me when you free…” or “just hang out”… because after this you maybe KILL by others because of this…

Let Me Introduce...

Last night spent a night in Klang, just because I missed the last bus, an early last bus. This morning, thought that traffic will be better, but not, waiting for bus for 20 mins, then only get the bus to Klang bus station, a bit traffic jam in Klang Town area, make the short distance spent me 25mins. Walk to the KTM station, time showing now is 1100.

Taking KTM just worried that the traffic out from Klang will be terrible so just taking some other options. Maybe too many people like me, making the train full after few stations. When the time I reached my hostel in KL is around 1230, thinking back the time I coming out from Klang was 1000, OMG, 2 and a half hour… I cannot believe that the journey of less than an hour now become two hour plus. I blame the police again.

Movie Date

The traffic makes me late for my movie date, with Pikey, late for half an hour plus… Haiz… but luckily the movie is around 3, so not effect to the plan for today. Today I finished up the last movie that I wanna watch in this week, and waiting for the next movie to on by next week, my movie list is clear, again…

Red Cliff – just wish today can finish the whole movie but not to see the last screen as “To Be Continue”, cannot wait… Who know when the second part will on????

New Baby Born…

… from my wallet… :P

Today suddenly got the idea to order my speedlight, the one I keep on mention so many times since last year, now I really bought it. Actually thought that my dealer got no stock for it, so just want to order with him and get it maybe next week, but so surprise that he told me that he have stock for the one I asking for, Nikon SB-800.

I wish to have this because I really need it for my work, especially indoor production, always because without speedlight I refuse to carry my camera with me if I’m going for indoor shooting, because I know I cannot do much with just the pop-up flash.

Since next month I’ll start my studio class, so after this I can try to do some practice at home with my flash unit, maybe borrow another one or two speedlights then can do some special effect de. Some more after this I can go for some event that I really wish to try out, especially the runway shooting, last time I got no speedlight to catch the moment on the runway but now I’m ready to do it better de…

This morning start with something not so good, but everything after that is good. Good Company + Good Movie + Good Stuff to buy = Great Day…

Who Making Trouble Now?

This evening cannot go back to KL after work, really a bad night, I wonder why I’m so bad luck on the first day of work after one week off. As usual, I finished work around 10, and reach bus station at 1010, but wait until 1040 still no bus going towards KL. Then just ask one of the bus driver, only know that tonight got no more bus going to KL after 10.

OMG, I’m waiting for nothing for half an hour at the station. I tried to ask for the reason why tonight got no bus after 10? The answer is because the traffic really bad, then making the bus company just cut down the number of bus getting back to KL.

All because of the police, they making some road block before the toll, then some where else too, so the traffic jam. This not the first week de, last week when I drive back from Klang to KL also had the same problem. The half an hour journey from work place to reach home, but that night spent me more than one hour plus on the road.

I know that police try to do their job to protect the citizen; but what they did not really help, but making some other problem for us, especially traffic. I’m sure they can stand by for something bad happen, but not the blocking the road by making 5 lane into 2. If this thing keeps on happen for the coming week end, then I may need to do something on my duty roster de.

I’m so tired, waiting alone at the bus stop, luckily my friend come and pick me up to send me back to my lonely room……

Relaxing Day

Today is very different from the two days before this, too relax and enjoy…

Wake up by the alarm, around 10 something, have to wake up even though not willing to, not to work but to ready myself and go out with Cheryl and Derek. We will meet William at Sogo for a K-lunch session. This will be the first time going to karaoke with William and Derek after so many times we’d planned for it.

The time is just nice for four of us to have our lunch time in the k-room, only the room is too big for four of us, the room should be can fit in 12-15 people. 3pm sharp we left, and very quick come out to our mind is to catch a movie in Pavilion before the dinner. We go for movie without William, just meet with him around dinnertime.

Quick shopping before movie

We just get enough time to do some quick shopping before our movie start. Derek wanna get his mother a small hand bag, then we only notice there is a sales going on in Tangs, and Cheryl remember she’d received a text message from Tang’s that this few days have special promotion going on in Tangs, Private Structure is part of it.

In less than 15mins, I manage to get another 5 underwear into my collection, just too cheap; I wish I had enough time to get more. 15mins is not enough for me to finish the underwear section, no time for other sections de.

Great Dinner

After 2 and a half hour movie, the Dark Knight, then meet up with William for dinner. This evening another guest, Pikey, join us for dinner. This is the second time meet up with Pikey, the second dinner. This night my channel a bit out with Cheryl, William and Derek, especially Cheryl and William, cannot catch what they talk, so a bit quite.

Spent two hours at this Taiwan Restaurant, can’t remember the name of the restaurant, it’s next to the Wong Kok Hong Kong Restaurant, near the cinema side. The food is nice, special, not so expensive, some more from now until end of September having promotion for Citibank credit-card holder, 50% off the bill (excluded the wine), wish to come again to try out some other food.

Good food, nice atmosphere, fine service and good company make this dinner to be a great dinner on my off day after a tiring week, just too nice.

Always Urgent

Finished up the ‘urgent project’ in Raub, hopefully no need to settle for them anymore. This two days trip almost kill me…

Day-1

Drive all the way from KL to the felda after Raub (1 hour drive from Raub town area), then straight away start to work on the eyecare program, after 7hours only finish our work, drive another 1 hour back to Raub town, check-in hotel, then only can catch some sleep.

After I wake up after the nap, then I realized my body not feeling well, sore throat and fever… Maybe not enough rest, or too tired, drink not enough water, plus the food in this afternoon really sucks, make me sick… after dinner at a local restaurant, then get some panadol from the store. Go to bed after shower and take the panadol. Remember finish the call with Cheryl and others is around 10 something, then I fall asleep de…

Day-2

Thanks God that the next morning I feel better and fever gone de, sore throat getting better. Luckily today not so busy, so I no need to talk a lot, just finished the 2litres of mineral water, no more pain liao.

Afternoon just too free, no customer at all, so walk around the area, get some fresh fruits from the tree (under permission one). Just leave that place one hour earlier, too boring there and no reason for us to stay too long there.

Reach KL around 8 something, ready some report for the project (cash report and stock report) then go out for dinner with housemate before return back the car to Jimmy. The cash on hand for this trip just enough for me to pay for the other three staffs, but I cannot get my allowance for this trip, don’t know when can I get back my allowance, just wonder.

Wish that no more urgent project again, I hate to do so because sure a lot of problem when things too rush. Just purposely, get another day off after the project and plan to go out for shopping and relax a bit. Not going back to office so soon, after Saturday work for one day, then off on Sunday.

Sexy Him

Last night received the souvenir from Cheryl and William, I get a very cute and sexy underwear. Oh… I Love it… a very notti design. The name of the underwear is See Through Bikini, by Groovin’. [More] Orange in color, nice box design, and the special part of it is the way of open it.

I think this design is VERY good especially when you wish to take it off easily, or let others to take it off for you easily (sound so notti)… OH my… start to thinking of something… something… something that really notti… :P

It really sees though, as they named it, See Through Bikini, and this is another design for the underwear, so that can see the content inside by not taking it off. Make it stay longer on the body, and people will remember this underwear.

This will be the first underwear that is adjustable in size that I ever have. No need to worry about the size of the body. It just like a belt, you can adjust it whenever you need. It can be consider one of the design of it too… :)

This underwear still keep inside the drawer and waiting for the right time to wear it, just wonder how long does it need to wait…

Groovin' See Through Bikini

Flexible

Easy to take OFF

Doing For Others

Last night received a very late call from Jimmy again, another problem to settle… This time I have to help me to do another project, a very short project in Pahang again. This the first time I lead a team to do the project, not I cannot do it, but I really don’t wish to handle some urgent case.

Suddenly call me in the late night and wish me to lead some people to settle some small project for 2D1N. Actually Jimmy also receive this job one day before he call me, this is some shit from the management, they never ever can get something done, always need to pass some unsettle job to us. Everytime.

This project actually handle by a stupid feller who every month get few thousand from the company, use company car, get allowance, but he only know how to create some problem to use and finished up the money. I don’t really understand why the boss must get this people into our company.

Now I need to take another one more off day on Thursday to settle this case. Tomorrow early morning need to depart from KL and drive all the way to Pahang, but still don’t know the location yet. Haiz… Why my job always to settle problem, now I wish to be the one who create problem, so that less work to do, just to create but not settle.

Every month beside of taking care of the branch, I still need to taking care of the mistake of the people in Hq, then need to settle for them, and every month have to make sure they pay me my basic salary, if not they will forget to pay me. Funny and sad.

I Spoiled it

Today not thing much to do since last week finished most of the movie, Hellboy… Journey to the center of the Earth… Hancock… War of Dragons… so no movie for me by this week, until other new movie on. Drop by to my second home, Mid Valley, just to get my haircut.

Actually just planning to cut and wash, but my hairstyles suggest me to do some color, and then I agree. Wanna get a new color is not because the color but because I want to ‘spoil’ it. Other people may try to do some color beside that they still wish to remain a healthy hair, but not me; I wanna do some color because I wanna spoil it purposely.

Before this I always complain that my hair not easy to set and even I set it proper, no matter what kind of wax, or clay or whatsoever. I thought my hair too long, but not, he said my hair too soft and very hard to set it up, so I must do something, dye it will be one of the way.

Then I pick the most common color, copper brown, the color I tried before this, just to make sure it looks nature on me, wanted to get some darker color but comment from my friend is since you do it, just let people can see the color than something hardly see. I accept it, then spent an hour plus to get it done.

This time no treatment after the color, not like usual I’ll do at least two treatment to ‘safe’ the hair, this time I really wish to spoil it, until it really can ‘stand well’. I think after few months that I have to do it again… haiz…

Working Sunday

This the first day I work on Sunday, after so many weeks in this branch. The reason I have to work just because one of my staff try not to meet with another optician, so he choose to take medical leave. I’m so angry with his stupid reason to not working, this cause me have to work this day because not enough man power.

This staff is the one that I wish to kick him out from my outlet, just because he really useless and bring too many problem to me. That day I’m not really sure what happened to him and another optician, just know that the optician scold him and said that he’s useless (yes he is), then today he don’t want to work de.

I just wish to receive the resign letter from him, so that I can get another new staff.

Work on this Sunday let me to have three days off in one line start from tomorrow. Monday to Wednesday will be my off day and I can take enough rest de.

Doing some planning for my next three days off.

Without Me

Today sent Kawan, William and Derek to airport. They’re going for the Bangkok Trip, with 14 queers and a straight girl. Listen to their planning for the trip, place to visit, things to buy, show to watch, making me so jealous and sad, because I cannot join the team.

I wish that my other trip is not coming so that I can go with them, just because I cannot let company to notice that every month I’m taking annual leave for some short trip, then I cannot join them.

This time just become the driver to send them and fetch them back from airport on Tuesday. Cannot wait for them to show me the picture from the trip. Sad sad sad… alone in town for few days.

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Another Trip

Jane asking for my opinion for accepts the offer from the travel agent company or not? They offer us for two trips, both trip are going to island, one is in Thailand, another one I’m not sure the location. The first trip will be end of next month, just a very short trip, 3D2N, just to take the landscape for the small island.

I just ask Jane to tell the editor we will go for the first trip, about the second one maybe need to discuss again, just because the date of the second trip meet with the time we going for the trip for the local newspaper.

End of this year is a peak season for our team, too many job is coming, our studio class is starting soon, too many event come together. We need to plan the days to travel just not to skip the class on Tuesday, and have to make sure there got enough time for us to finish our work in between the trips.

Need to do some planning and wish that we can travel to some places that we dream for long time. Bali trip still under discussion, we still haven’t finish the time table yet, the editor want it before 20 of this month.

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Late movie

This evening watch The Journey to the center of the earth with Chester, and his friends who have to watch the same movie, at the same time but different screen. We in Hall 1 and the couple in Hall 2. Today is Saturday, too many people, so we cannot manage to get the ticket for the 3D and just watch the 2D first while next week might go for the 3D one.

After I meet Chester from his work place, then we go to Mid Valley to get the movie. Forget to tell that I get some new cloths again from Padini, just because this month might be the last month that I can get the discount rate or staff price for the stuff from Padini Concept Store, just because Chester already resigned from his position, no more discount de.

I break to promise to not buy any cloths within these three months, but I cannot help with some nice new arrival in front of my eyes. Actually still have something want to buy but I don’t think Chester have enough credit for me to get discount for the stuffs I want.

Bad Connection

This few days don’t know what happened to my U-mobile, whole day cannot get the connection, this really bring me some trouble since I need to do some research for the trip I’m going to and I need to do some work from home too. The desktop in office cannot work with internet too, this cause me need to bring back all the document and do it at home, but now I can’t even online at home so how I gonna finish my work then.

alled to the U-Mobile and they said they will find out the causes of the connection failed, and will fix it. I wish that I can get back the connection as soon as possible. Now have to go to cybercafe to online... Haiz...

2 Husband

Base on a true story…

Adam met Evan three years back, in a pub, they clicked on that night. Adam is a married guy, Evan knew that since their first meet, they still wanna let the relationship to happen. Things happen very well, they’re very happy with the relationship, until Evan’s father found out that Evan attached with a guy out there.

Evan’s father, a very rich guy, with 5company under his name, cannot accept what happen to his lovely son, decided to look for a girl for his son. He told his son if he married this girl then will give Evan one of his company, put under his name, an apartment, sponsor everything for the ceremony, everything.

n got no choice, not for what his father will give him, but he’s not strong enough to fight with his father. Evan bring this news to Adam, while Adam still thought that their relationship very stable and no problem at all. Adam knows that nothing can do to stop Evan not to obey his father.

Evan entered into a new life with a girl, called his wife, but actually no love in this family. Everyday the wife expect to see Evan at home after his work, so Evan cannot go out and meet with Adam. This the fourth month de, Adam still waiting for his return, they missing the moment last time.

Now only the phone can connect them together, Evan cry and tell Adam he’s so suffer to stay with the family, especially the wife. Adam tells how he misses him since he married. Adam still cannot control his emotion when he tells me this story after so many months.

For me, they still can be together, only this time has to make sure the father cannot find out that Evan still meeting the guy again. Evan’s father don’t know who’s the guy that Evan meeting. They only need to wait until Evan get the passport (permission) from the wife to go out, maybe with some reason to meeting with old friends or have some gathering every week then.

Adam cannot wait; he cannot wait Evan to move out from staying with his father, and cannot wait until that day Evan can get the permission. Adam almost forget that himself also have someone waiting for him to go back every night, and his three children. This is what happened to two married guy, always stay in the darkness when the family always waiting for them.

Your man coming back tonight?

Today heard my friend complaining about his partner always busy with his job and not spending time with him. The reason his partner that busy just because his job. Married with your job, this always happen, maybe you also one of them.

This guy every month at least one week not in town, even he’s in town but still need to work till very late, maybe 8 or 9 will be consider early. Sometimes at night he still need to go for workout or attend some classes, only Friday or Saturday night will be free, but if his friends invite him for a drink ten that two days cannot meet with him.

For me, if my man such busy in his life, then I’ll just let him go, because I don’t think that in his life he got any space for me. Even I really wish to share my time with him, but I don’t think this man have enough time for me, not even time for dinner.

I know I never in love with such a man in my life, but if I really meet with him, first I’ll consider I can stand for this kind of life or not. Maybe starting will be nice, sweet, just like some romantic story, spend a good time for a vacation, but when everything back to normal life, then we still need to face with the problem: I need you to spend time with me. I need you.

No matter how deep my love is, but I still need time to know this man. Love cannot grow without knowing each other, without understand what happen in your life. Now I feel so bad because I cannot ask my friend to leave this guy since I know he love him so much, but for me, if they still together, his case will be even worst then someone in LDR. I just can ask him try to use some other way to communicate with him, and arrange the time with him. Maybe join his gathering, or join him to gym, or even can join him for his business trip. Just pray for them to settle the problem soon, if not I’m sure what will come up to this relationship after this.

 

Waiting for you

Meeting Him

This happened on last Saturday night, after work, when I’m waiting for the bus to go back to KL.

At the bus station…

I’m waiting alone at the bus station, suddenly one guy sit next to me. I shocked. Chinese, age around 22-24. Wonder why he wants to sit next to me since there still have empty seats. This guy looks like someone work in car repair shop, I starting to worry then, looking at what inside the plastic bag he’s holding, and try to move my bag away from him.

Suddenly he turn back and ask me: What’s the time now?

I’m reply very slow: … Is… emmm… 5mins before 10… (silent)

I’m thinking: OMG… this guy try to ask the time and look at my watch… what he try to do???

Then he ask: You think there still have bus to go to Klang City Center?

Me: emmm… Think so… (What he try to do??? If no bus then???)

OMG… I feel very dangerous and try to move to the seat next to me, but… he’s looking at me… OMG… I try to look to some other places… I cannot bring out my phone, later don know what will happen… Looking around see anyone else here… too bad, this late no other people nearby here de… OMG…

This guy start to talk to me again: Where are you going?

Me: Emmm… KL…

Guy: Wau, so late still want to go to KL??? You stay there?

Me: Emmm…. Emmm… No… Going to friend’s place… (I’m lying)

Guy: Oh… so you staying here?

Me: Ya…

Guy: How old are you?

Me: Me??? Twenty something…

Guy: You look like student, I think you only 22-23, right?

Me: Ha… Ha… Not that young…

Guy: Still study?

Me: Oh… No… graduated de… emmm… ya… now working…

Guy: So where you work? Work as???

Me: (OMG… should I tell him the truth?) emmm… I’m an optician… ya…

Guy: Working at the optical shop here???

Me: Ya… you??? (This the first question for this guy after so many questions he asked)

Guy: Oh… I’m a photographer…

Me: (o.O) huh??? Photographer?? You…

Guy: Ya… I’m photographer…

Me: emmm… you the assistant or you really a photographer???

Guy: You don’t believe that I’m a photographer? I’m working in ‘D’bride’ behind here…

Me: (What?!! ‘D’bride????) oh… (I’m not so believe in what he told, but try to ask him something about his job, try to verify something…) So, what’s your job? Just taking photo? Or…?

Guy: Oh, I’m photographer cum graphic designer, so sometimes need to design also… our company not only taking photo for pre-wedding, but also doing some photo shooting for magazine, advertisement…

After he tell me this, I feel better, at least know that this guy not gangster, or bad guy. But still thinking why he work so late and why he looks like a guy work in workshop than work in studio.

Not thing special when we talk about work, but it’s funny when he asks: So do you have girlfriend?

Me: *shock… emmm… no… still single…

Guy: really? You look so handsome, still single?? Cannot believe that…

Me: (huh??? What the meaning behind this question??) *smile… Oh the bus is here… (Thanks God, I’m safe)

Guy: oh… good… (He’s looking at me but not the bus…)

On bus…

I’m sitting slightly behind him, no choice, too many people behind there… I just listen to my iPod, try not to look at him, but he’s looking at me, he taking out his phone, then I turn to another side, look out to the window.

When the bus reach the station in city center, he say goodbye to me before he go. I notice that he already cross to the opposite road.

The story hasn’t finished…

Suddenly he cross the road again and pass by my window, I thought that he wanna get the bus behind, but not, after few second, he pass by again, I try to turn my head to another side. Then the bus starts moving… He walks slowly and when the bus passes by him, he keeps looking inside…

The End…

I’m not sure tonight will meet with him or not, hopefully not. Just a very funny experience.

My Fault? Or Your Fault?

Every meeting sure the people-up-there will talk a lot, but they never ask themselves why front line cannot do what they wish. This morning really not a good time to meet with Jimmy, he’s not in a good mood.

When talk about eyecare project, he blame us didn’t help him to settle the problem but only bring back the problem back to him. The last trip not me to in charge, so not me the one to take the responsible, the leader told me that only few transaction need to follow up, but not like what Jimmy told me.

The worst part is when he asking about the last few trip that I never go with them, how I gonna know what to do with the problem then… Haiz… He just wants me to do but tell me what to do.

Talk about sales, he only will ask why front line cannot do sales, but he should ask what HQ did until supplier stop the supply to us, without stock what you expect us to do? When we talk about the problem brought by management, then they will tell us that they will try to settle it. But when they ask you about sales, they don’t want to listen you tell them: I’ll try my best… WTH

I cannot do anything for them before they settle the stock problem and the salary problem too. You never pay salary to staff how you gonna ask them to get sales for you? They expect staff work for them for FREE. I’m getting tired to listen for the same problem every month.

Things to do...

Today planned to go for an outing with friends, long time didn’t go take photograph de… this Sunday cannot go to far since afternoon got an appointment with beauty consultant for a facial session, arranged by my personal beauty consultant. This the first time facial after don’t know how long. After that wish to get a hair cut too.

Talk about hair cut; don’t know how to do with it. Everytime I cut it short, and then people will say I’m look too young, no one will trust that I’m the manager, looks like just a Jr. in branch. But no one will agree me to have long hair… if it’s middle length then it’s hard for me to manage it… haiz… so Ma Fan…

Thinking to get a new hair stylish to get me some new look… maybe color it a bit, or just highlight a bit…

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Tomorrow gonna meeting with A. Manager again, this time just to talk about asking me to incharge for the Felda project again. Haiz… Since my senior leave his job here and incharge in Vietnam branch, now the tough job drop to my hand de… so sad…

I just worry he will ask me to help me finish all the new project, which he just receive the approval from government. If yes, then this few months I’ll be super busy de. I worry this will happen because now my A. Manager in charge for the opening of 6 new branches, one of it just nearby my place, that the second thing I need to worry bout. If no one will in charge for that branch, I’m sure me will involve in that too…In chinaman company, they just wish to get cheap labour, then work for 24/7.

Notti Dream

Last night had this very weird dream, not sure what really happened but know that myself inside an orgy… or a group sex. Just know that we inside a dark room, and it happened under dim light… not much details that memorable, where, when or who…

Then wake up by my alarm de, physically not thing happened (means nothing is wet… :P), but I start to asking myself why have such a funny dream. Actually in the dream that I remember not thing was happened, just know that everyone naked and ‘something’ going on inside the room.

Group sex… sex that involve more than 3 persons into it… emmm… how it gonna ‘start’? and what’s the ‘arrangement’? :P when two person into an action, then we know that we dealing with one person only, but when add another person into this action then what’s the ‘steps’??? (sounds so wrong…)

Too many ‘formulae’ pop-up in my mind:

“If 1T come with 2B, then the action will be….”

“When 1T meet with 1V and 1B, the action will be…”

“If 2T meet with 1B and 1V, then it can separate into two ‘group’, but also can mix it into one… Then… and then… come to…”

“When it is odd number then… this and this will happen…”

OMG… I’m too free to think all this de… needs to go back to work… When things cannot done then don’t know what to tell in Monday meeting de… :P

Staff

Today interview another new staff, a guy, just to replace one of the stupid staff who wishes to go anytime, by not plan to give me any notice. He keeps on giving me problem and not doing his job too.

I wish that this the last staff that I need to replace de, he’s the only one who I wish to kick him out of my shop. After this I need to give some training for the new staffs. Now the man power in my shop getting better and no more absent de, last time almost every week got someone will absent for one or two days. Everything back to normal and this make me easier to arrange the duty roster.

Now the one and only job I haven’t settle is to bring up the sales. Haiz… Hard work. Without the support from HQ, the supply from supplier… I don’t know what to do de. Another two months to go, I need to summit my result then, that time doesn’t know how to face with my Area Manager de. Haiz… Haiz… Hai . . . . .

Last month I only increase 20% of the sales, compare to the previous month, and still not archive the target given by my AM… Haiz… still far far away to archive. Think… Think… Think… How to…

What's Your Figure 4 Sale?

Since my work so sucks and life a bit bore, thinking why not just try to publish something like Ian Usher did… A Life 4 Sale

A man was selling his life to someone that willing to pay for it. Wonder if I wish to sell my life, anyone will interest on ‘my life’ or not? And what figure will come out after the bid.

If compare with SK, I think her price will be slightly better than mine. Just because she wanna sell herself together with her lovely Dearest, her DEAR and Dears under Dear Program, and me, who under Kawan Program, last but not least, one cute uncle from Uncle Program too… Hahaha… Me only selling me alone with some boring stuff, so the price cannot be as high as SK.

Everything can sell in this world? Including relationship? Friendship? Partnership? Everything???

I don’t know how people can pay for AU$399 300 to buy a man’s entire life? What he / she wanna do with it? Make this man be your slave? Or treat him as your pet? Control his life as what you life? Many questions to ask this man and the one who bought his life too. Just wish to know what really happen after this.

Put me and my life, onto the website, eBay, just worry no one will bid more than 1USD…

What figure you wish people to bid for if someone willing to buy? 1,000,000,000? Or just 1, if sell it for someone that you loved?

MY LIFE 4 SALE

New System

Today whole day just busy to settle some stupid work create by HQ-useless-people. They make all the easy job become difficult. The HQ wish to introduce some new system for our ordering procedure, but they did a very BIG mistake whereby they introduce it before it ready to be use.

Old system: Make order by ourselves, if some lose order just order by normal reference (normally is for the customer’s order), unless stock replenish (for branch), then need to take approval code from Merchandise Department.

New system: Any single order, must go through online purchase order, get the approval from the company website and use the PO no.(Purchase Order Number) to check with supplier.

Problem 1: They didn’t update all the product code to the system. This cause us cannot type in the product that we need to order. Without product code, or the product code are not complete (eg. Not all the power is inside the system), this make our order cannot proceed.

Problem 2: The system keep on hanging at the same page, cannot go through. I don’t know who the hell is working with this stupid job, till the order cannot proceed to next step or next page. One of the staff make an order by using few hours, but still cannot get the approval.

Same thing happen when searching for the product. Not thing can be done…

Problem 3: We cannot confirm that supplier will process the order or not since we cannot get the reference no. from supplier and supplier also not use to the new system that we using. When we need to order something urgent, then work cannot be done in less then 1 hour. Usually we directly order from supplier take less than one day to get the stock but now go through this new system, no work can be done.

If we wish to get stock from supplier in one day, then pray that the system can give you the approval and call to supplier and just pretend calling from HQ, so that they process it immediately. (but never get the approval code in less than one hour…)

Problem 4… Problem 5… Problem… Problem…

They not so confidence with their setup too, because they make a note there: When facing any problem during we order, just make a note in the Forum. We did that, but no one giving the solution then… LOL…

Now we just pretend didn’t receive the memo and tell that our internet is down, so cannot online to make order, until they take action to fix things right.

Run Baby Run

This post not thing related to the new movie, Run Fat Boy Run, just to tell that I get some new Ram to make my desktop run faster.

Just feel that my 2GB Ram is not that enough to run the application, so by not thinking too much, get another 2 x 1GB Ram add in to the motherboard. I’m not sure why, but maybe I running too many application when the time I’m editing the photo then job take too long to finish. Too many photo waiting for me to finish it, so just cannot be to patient while waiting it finish running or loading.

Checking the memory status of my new 320GB External Harddisk Drive getting lesser and lesser, till two out of four partitions almost full de. Now just try to back-up most of the photo into CD or DVD, just to back-up, in case anything happen to my 320GB. I wasted more than 80 CD + DVD to save the data. (not finish burn the cd yet, too many to burn de…)

Burning so many cd, make me feel a bit wasted, but what to do, this to protect my production. I don’t wish to be regret when something bad happens, just likes Bong.

'it'

得不到永遠最好. 得到未必是好事

Meaning: Something cannot obtain always good (that you think); when you have it, maybe it becomes something different from what you thought.

This was inside one of the email from a friend, which reminds me, you always can have a good ‘dream’, but the nightmare comes after the dream.

In the email, we talk about his life after he starts his new relationship. This friend complaint that he got no one to give him care (that time he still in single), but now when start a new relationship… things happen not as what he thought.

That’s what I’m worry will happen on me, again. This will continue to the topic that I shared in the last post. I don’t wish that the same thing happen again and again. In the relationships before this, I think I’m expect too much from my partner, so everytime I’ll felt disappointed if it cannot meet what I expected.

When you look at someone’s BF, they always done a very good job as a BF… arrange everything for their loved one… always put them in the first place… take good care… then I started to wish this will happen on me too…

People said: No expectation… then no disappointment…

Maybe true, when you expect too much, then this might be one of the reason, the main reason for the break up with your partner.

People comment me: you still cannot let go of ‘someone’ inside your heart, this cause that you wish your other partner can be as good as him… Not fair for others when you still have someone inside your heart… there got no ‘space’ for your new partner… you cannot compare to someone who know you for more than 10years, and wish that others who know you less than 10months to do the same thing as what he done to you…

I think I still need sometimes to make it clear what I’m looking for and take sometimes to put down this guy from the deepest part of my heart. The Question: When I’ll free from all these…?