Sunday, May 31, 2009

Live = Eat

Long time never go for early breakfast in Chinese Restaurant, 10am, consider early for me who normally wake up at 12 on my offday. Oriental Pavilion, the only Chinese restaurant in Jaya 33, serve with dim sum in the morning session.

 

I thought that Sunday morning should be not that crowd, since everyone will wake up late, but I was wrong. This restaurant open at 10am, so we’re the early bird for breakfast, and we still have to wait for them to get ready the dim sum. I’m facing to the window side, so I never notice how crowded it is, until when we almost finish our meal, my friend ask me to look behind and see… WALAO… the people who still waiting for table queue up until outside of the restaurant, I think still need another 30 tables to fit them in.

 

Who said the economic is bad in KL? People still able to take breakfast whereby RM7-9 for one single plate of dim sum. Our bill for two person already hundred over, so I can’t imagine the bill for a big family with 7-8 people. KL people still very rich, that the fact.

 

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After dinner in one of the Japanese Restaurant in Desa Sri Hartamas, friend suggest to eat Baskin-Robbins, because today is 31st of May, having 31% discount. Once again prove that KL people still willing to pay for the expensive food, the outlet in Sri Hartamas is full with people who waiting to buy Ice-Cream.

 

Maybe we’re too lucky, someone left in a hurry, before his turn, when I get the number 373 from the table, and the people behind the counter is calling for the number I holding. When I look at the table, the next number should be 417, so means we skipped 40 over people…

 

After we finished one Quart-size of handpack, I still can see some people who queue up earlier still waiting for their turn… Pity them or Lucky me?? :P (stomach full with Ice-cream de… never care about others de… )

 

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Countdown inside Cinema.

 

I celebrate the countdown for my 26th Birthday inside the cinema, with the movie – Night at the Museum 2: Battle of the Smithsonian.

Saturday, May 30, 2009

Hard Time

Working with some bad mood colleagues is really a bad moment... These two days just working with someone who sick... Aiyor, she bad mood is very personal, but she makes others feel bad too... Not only me felt that, but other colleagues too. Luckily tomorrow is my offday, then I can stay away from this bad moment in office... (have to post this as fast as possible, when she comes back then cannot use desktop de... pengsan.)

Friday, May 29, 2009

Little Celebration

Never expect that SK will celebrate my b'day on this evening, with the cute little cupcake that she bought from Bangsar Village II. This is one of the benefit that under SK's "Kawan Program" (LOL...), you will get personal b'day celebration.

Today my camera not in my bag, borrowed it to one of my friend, so just have to use my 'useless-camera phone' to take some record. Not really good quality, that's why planning to get back a better camera phone (Why SE didn't come out with better Cyber-shot camera phone? with slim design...).

This the little cupcake... Nice~~ only the oreo one is a bit too sweet...

旋转木马

人生被形容有如旋转木马一样,一旦固定了,生活就只会徘徊于相同的范围以内。生活范围不出于家里,工作室,商场等场所。每天所做的也不过于为工作忙碌,为生活烦恼。。。这一切就好像坐上旋转木马一样,围绕着一定的距离,一定的转铀旋转着。想到这里就为我的旋转木马般的人生叹了一口气,一口深深的气,一口带有伤感的气。

回想起,走过人生中的首二十六个年头,我的生活真的没有离开过一定的轨迹,一切就发生在同一样的公式上。不管快乐或不快乐,生活还是不会改变,一定的阶段有着一定的程式,换了程式生活还是一样 -- 忙碌。

我想,不管人生可以活多久,可以走多远,生活还是会一样,并不会有太大的改变。唯一改变的可能就是态度,不一样的阶段对生活有着不一样的态度。年轻时,对生活充满希望,满怀梦想,为自己的梦想奋斗。到了中年时,生活已经算是平稳下来了,抱着的心态就是为稳定的生活而努力。到了年老时,对生活已经看得开了,抱着安享晚年的心态活下去,平静在此时显得特别重要了。

现在的我还是处于最求梦想的阶段,所以烦恼的都是一些向往的生活,追求自己想要的,希望得到可以让自己开心的生活。有时候也认为自己太过于执著,老是为还未得到的东西而懊恼,在一件事上转牛角尖。

想到这,脑海里有浮现自己朝思暮想的事情了。。。已经无法集中于现实中的生活了。。。难怪人们常说:年轻人老是爱发“白日梦”。我的白日梦又开始了。。。

Thursday, May 28, 2009

The Reason...

Why I LOVED Coffee...

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

BEST Friends

A meaningful gift from Will.I.Am, few simple words to tell about Best Friend... Loved it. Thx Will...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

My Pre-B'day

Today My Classmate celebrate my b'day in One-U. Just very simple celebration, K-session in Neway, Tea-Time in Chocolate Lounge and Movie - ICAC (I Corrupt All Cops)

My Tea-Time in Chocolate

After I bought something from one of the gift shop, the gal give me this Green-Bag (ok, it's not green, but it just carrying the meaning of "Green"...). I just bought some small tiny little stuff, but she give me this BIG bag, does it really match with what meaning of the bag? Some more, that time me actually carrying a HUGE bag... -_-|||

I just get the bag not because I'm caring our enviroment so well, but I just interested on what printed on the bag, and read some notes from the tag too... after this will pass this bag to someone that really will reuse the bag everytime during shopping, cause I know I'm that kind of person. (Our lovely earth... Please forgive me~~~)

I love to keep the paper bag from different shop, just love the design, so totally not me to use a REUSABLE Bag.

I don't think this tree will adsorb anything...

Wanna know what on the tag, just go and buy something from the gift shop and ask them get you one...

I Love TREE... TOO~~~ XP

Monday, May 25, 2009

[故事] 对不起,纯纯的爱。。。

七个对不起的故事

男孩和女孩从小就认识,男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾,每次男孩总是满载而归,女孩却是两手空空,女孩总是失落的含着眼泪,独自一个人回到家,然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前,男孩敲响女孩家的门,女孩一见是男孩,扭头就走,男孩追上前,对女孩说:“对不起,我把你的虾都捉走了,给,我把它们养在小鱼缸里,送给你。”女孩眉头一放,慧心的笑了,就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年,转眼,他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起”。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。

那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

——“对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”,谎言的开始。

渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

——“对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。

那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,******的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……

许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些『警告:注意文明用语!』应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。

离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。

对不起,我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。

——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年,男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好……把这个故事传下去,让你的朋友们知道,不要随意地说出对不起……

Waiting

No thing in mind, just wish that tomorrow coming soon... Offday is coming, planned to have a K-session with friends, just few friends. They just pre-celebrate my coming B'day. No big celebration, I just request to replace cake with some chocolate product from one of the chocolate cafe in One-U. Just waiting for tomorrow... Life just waiting...

Sunday, May 24, 2009

活在当下

到底我还可以称得上活在当下的人吗?

活在当下,接受所拥有的,享受所仅有的,感恩所享有的。 我又做到吗?

接受所拥有的。。。

当然, 生活中所发生的一切我都坦然接受,我的工作,我的前途,我的生活,甚至我的命运也一样。 我一直有个念头就是,“凡是他为我安排的我都得接受,无论是祸是福。。。”。

虽然我会对生活上种种的事情不满,口是心非的我到最后永远都会接受,怨言终会停止。相信天上的父一定会了解他这个调皮的儿子嘴巴总是爱碎碎念, 毕竟他是最了解我的。 如果对生命中所发生的不接受又如何呢?我相信他永远会为他的子民安排最好的给他们,所以并没有什么不接受的理由。

享受所仅有的。。。

朋友总会说我是最会享受人生的人, 所以可想而知我是多么会享受我的人生。虽然我的人生并不比其他人精彩,又没有什么特别,生活也不比别人的好,但是我还蛮享受自己的人生。享受简单人生,满足当下生活。

感恩所享有的。。。

会享受人生的人,当然也会感恩于他拥有的。 我感恩于天父所给我的一切,他给我一切我所需要的。 感谢他一路以来的牵引。

所以我还可以称得上活在当下的人吧! 毕竟我不会因为太向往一些我不可能得到的东西上,而忽略当下的生活。你呢?

Eternal Flame

Eternal Flame

Close your eyes, give me your hand, darling

Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?

Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming?

Is this burning an eternal flame?

I believe it's meant to be, darling

I watch when you are sleeping, you belong to me

Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming

Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Say my name, sun shines through the rain

A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain

I don't want to lose this feeling

Say my name, sun shines through the rain

A whole life so lonely, and then you come and ease the pain

I don't want to lose this feeling

Close your eyes and give me your hand

Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?

Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming

Or is this burning an eternal flame?

Is this burning an eternal flame?

An eternal flame?

(Close your eyes and give me your hand

Do you feel my heart beating, do you understand?

Do you feel the same, am I only dreaming

Or is this burning an eternal flame?)

Suddenly this song pop up into my mind... Reflecting "something" in my life???

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Promises

How many of us really can keep our promises?

When you try to promise someone about something, do you ever think that you can make it or not? Or you make a promise just because you have to? Of course too many reason to make us have to bring out a promise, but maybe just one reason to break our promises.

Sometime just wish that people don’t make any promises to me, so that I won’t feel so disappointed when they cannot make it. I hate people break their promise (I think no one will like it too…), so everytime when people wanna promise me something, I’ll double confirm, or even confirm with them for many many times.

Actually I myself also didn’t keep my words on some issue, especially for someone I loved.

Love you FOREVER – you really can love someone forever? Maybe I only can tell this to my lovely mother.

Missing you EVERY MINUTE – if I find out one minute you didn’t miss me then you already consider break you promise de…

Love you / Care you with ALL MY HEART – how to measure your heart? All means what? How to prove that?

You’re my ONLY one – really? Then did you tell your Ex that he (or they) are your ONLY one too??? IF you promise me this then make sure you will not get anyone else after me… even when we broke up.

Becareful everytime before you make a promise.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Reactive

Today Jane brought me some good news, which I waiting for so long. She wants me to company her to work with the previous travel agency, work as part time. Actually not consider part time because just they provide us the transport and accommodation, plus little allowance. Our task is to try out the service of the shutter bus and the hotel service, and then on top of that we will need to take some photo for the trip.

On hand we still have 5 more local trips to go, the first trip will go to Bukit Tinggi, and we planned to go in middle of June, before my Bali trip. We take over local trip just because we cannot manage to arrange 7-10 days in a row for one single (oversea) trip.

I work for them not because of money matter, but wish to spend some time and get the chances to go some places with free transport and accommodation. If we really wanna make money then we should take the oversea trip and work with them for full time. Last time we missed the chances, so wish that we will get better offer after this.

Now my Flickr will reactive again, after every trip will have some new photo to upload. Poor Flickr account, long time didn’t login de…

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Good Company without Good Management

Before entering into this company, I thought that I already get a good job in a Good company. Yes, it is a Good one, but so sad that I found that the management of this new company not as good as I thought.

Recently too many bad news about staff wanna leave this company. Not only one, but more… the number getting increase and is not a good sign for us. People started to leave with the same reason, just because this company not growing in the healthy way. Some of them choose to stay not because they happy with it, just not the right time to leave. When the time is right I think they still will go.

After the commission war that we faced, we find out the problem of the company. This company is good, no problem, but too bad, the management of this company dropped to the wrong person. The main management team of this company is under 5 person-in-charge. Most of them (4 out of 5… haiz…) are not working in retail line, so they not really understand how to run a chain store.

They still using their old style of manage a single shop to run this chain store, totally wrong, because the structure is totally different. They should know that in a chain store we need system, system that let all employees to follow. Now all the branches are using the different way to manage. Even our commissions also calculate differently for each branch. This is not good, because staff may found that this not really fare for them who work in bad-sales-branch.

Upper management still don’t know that many people planning to leave, because company still stable. We don’t worry that our company cannot get staff after this, because company background is very strong, but as a employee, we feel sad because we know that this company can be better, but just because it’s managing under the wrong person, so it may just stop growing.

Hopefully after this Boss will get someone, someone that has enough experience in operating a real chain store. We really need a real Operation Manager.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

姓名

售货员:先生,可以告诉我你的名字吗?好让我为你登记资料。

甲先生:Ehhh... 你就叫我“丙先生”吧!

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新认识的友人: 可以知道你的名字吗?

甲先生: 我的名字? 叫我"乙"吧!

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普通朋友: 认识你已有一段时间,但是还不懂你姓什么...

甲先生: 我姓"丁"...

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为什么甲先生老是不能向他人老实道出自己的姓名呢? 难道他有不可告人的秘密?

有些人就是如此,好像别人知道了他的名字后会对他加以陷害,或是害怕他人会因为他的名字而自道更多关于他的事。 名字,一个非常私人的,一个人一生中非常重要的名词,代表着一个人的一生,为什么连这个这么庄重的字眼都要为它加上欺骗的成分呢?我可以明白人们得保护自己,但是就连身边最亲密的那一个也得防范吗?

以上的例子还只是简单举例一下,真正更严重的就是连枕边人也不懂他真正的名字才是荒唐。 这个人连姓名都那么保护自己,不可否认他对其他事情的真相都会有所保留,不懂他何时会坦言相对。 那么当他身边的那一个不就可怜了?如果你是那个人, 你又会有什么感想呢?

当然, 如果一世都不懂真相的话还好,就当作他从来没有讲过骗话;但是偏偏就给你知道事情的来龙去脉,简单的就是让你某一天不懂透过什么管道得知他的真正名字,此时的你又会如何反应过来呢?要是他的身份非常特殊,可能他是哪国的王子,又或是他是特使,这种情况下我还可以接受;但要是他的身份比一般平民还更平凡,背景比清水还更清白,那么我真的找不到什么借口为他辩解。

就这么一个简单的姓名为何要搞到如此复杂呢?。。。

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

How Important the Car is…

After so many months, this the first time I get back from Mid Valley by public transport. OMG… I cannot tahan… not tired to walk (a window shopper never complain tired because walk too much…. :P) just cannot stand for the weather… OMG, hot like hell… just almost melt me when halfway back. I’m sweat like a pig, the clothes just become semi-trans, luckily almost reach home de… and no car accident on the way back… :P

 

Now I know how important to have a car… but too bad I cannot afford to own one. With the same reason I wish that company can arrange me to some where closer from my house and convenient one, if not then I think I need to get another job de… This month start not enough man power, so me and the friend who usually I follow to work cannot arrange off on the same day, we need to take off separately, so some days I need to go by myself… haiz…

 

Today after step class, went for movie, alone, watched the movie Fireball. Thai movie, not bad, but all about fighting. Not much people in the cinema, just less than 10 of us.

 

A bit sleepy now… just take a nap before dinner… *yawn… i think my air-cond is cold enough for me to take a rest in this hot afternoon…

Monday, May 18, 2009

VODKA

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The new collection… one from Lion King, The Absolut Mango, the one I wish to try for so long de… Thanks Dear… (Tapi sayang nak buka… ) And another one, the Red one… is from another friend who just come back from oversea… Inside the cover actually just Absolut Vodka, the blue label one, just the cover make it special… for collection only lor…

 

Add more collection de… now I have place to display all my Vodka… Wish to get more collection… :) Next target will be Wine, but that one cost is higher…

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Sunday, May 17, 2009

Don’t Be So Kind

When you started to worry about someone, then for sure you wish to know more about him. BUT, I found that sometimes others may not know that… They may just felt that you’re so annoying by keep on asking questions, and they wish that you stop it immediately.

 

My conclusion is The More you Care, The More you Get Hurt… You care, then you think. You think, then you will get worry. When you get worry, then you will find out the answer. When you find out the answer, then people will stop you. (I’m not saying that this will be the only answer… but this is what I’m facing now) When people try to stop you, then they will use something to hurt you, so that you can stop.

 

Maybe I’m too busy-body, I should take care my own problem and leave others take care of themselves. I shouldn’t be so stupid to do so. Wasting my time to think, to worry, ends up you will get NOTHING.

 

Learn to be smart, not let others to hurt you, protect yourself, Apollo.

 

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Saturday, May 16, 2009

Hate It

Today should be my offday. I hate to work on weekend. Just used to off on weekend. Today feel tired, not with the reason not enough rest but just my heart telling me my body not ready to work on this day.

Why me? Why must me to change my offday and come back to work? Not only one or two weeks but the following weeks will be the same. All my offday on weekend deleted from the list, replace it on weekend.

Even my birthday celebrate also have to ask SK to 'apply' it for me. This is the sadness of not to be the person in charge of the branch. You have no power. Whatever you do is to obey, follow instruction.

Now try to look for new job. Just see weather have luck to change to a better job or not. I really tired to work with retail line. Any good job to offer?

I do understand that as employee I have to follow company policy and as a staff I have to follow the arrangement from my upper management. Too bad even I understand but I still cannot accept. Now I not wish to get the confirmation from this company, so that I can leave anytime when I get my better offer. Just pray and see what His arrangement.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Movie

What I did today? Just stay home… but I did went out and watched a good movie, just can consider as good but not really nice… the movie Angels and Demons… I just find it too simple… the guy too smart… they changed a bit for the storyline…

 

A bit disappointed… but still love it… :P

 

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Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Just Recovered

Today I felt, not like yesterday, totally no energy. Thanks for Mr. Gastric, Mr. Stomach Pain and Mr. Headache visited me yesterday. They torture me for the whole day, after I came back from my dinner the day before…

 

This the first time everything come to me in a row, and I cannot do anything but just take rest and wish that they will be gone soon. Today still felt a bit headache but not too serious. Tomorrow take some rest at home, hopefully will be better…

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

5.12 北川大地震一周年

2008年5月17日,一名家长在北川地震幸存学生名单中寻找自己的孩子。
On May 17, 2008, a relative browsed through a list of names of high school students who survived the earthquake in Beichuan, one year ago. (Bobby Yip/Reuters)
Wish the perished victims rest in peace and the survivors live in sprits.

 

 

一年前, 当人们还一如往常地为生活忙碌, 大太阳还顶在头上的同时, 北川就发生了让人无法预测的大地震。 这一震震撼了全世界, 数以万计的人失去了家园, 当日的痛苦是无法用时间弥补的。 今天我们不单单要为所失去的家人哀悼, 我们也得提醒自己每天都得珍惜身边的人,同时也得爱护这个地球。

Monday, May 11, 2009

Early Bird

Today offday, just stay home to take some rest. Last night finished the midnight show around 2.30am, so today sleep until 12pm only wake up.

 

Received promotion email from our Most-Popular Free Seats Provider, AirAsia, giving out 1,000,000 free seats (mostly local flight) for next year. As usual, I need to get my air ticket for next year CNY de, if not then I need to pay extra for it.

 

Last year I paid RM150 for this year CNY ticket, this time i just pay half of it, RM80 to get the return ticket for next year, cheaper than I pay the bus ticket to SG. I’m not going back before CNY but only go back on the 9th day (23rd Feb) of CNY, and come back after 8days (2nd Mar). Still in the period of CNY, only cannot join the reunion dinner. Called mum, told her about the date I’m going back, she’s alright since I’ll go back on end of Jan, to attend my friend’s wedding, so no point for me to go back again after 10days, will be tired.

 

Second reason wanna go back after the first day of CNY, because the date for the first day is 14th Feb, same day with Valentine Day… emmm… (No need to tell the reason de… :P) Just wish that next year Valentine will no longer lonely valentine… *wish

Sunday, May 10, 2009

下一步

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对, 没有人可以预测我们的下一步会是什么, 除非你真的如STAR TREK里的人物,是从过去来的,那你就会懂。 但是世界上该不会有太多这样的事情发生吧!?

 

其实就算让你知道下一步,你也未必会开心,因为人类是不会满足的动物, 又或者说人类的野心太大了。 所以上天就没有赐人类这么一种力量, 好让世界可以比较和平。 话虽如此, 人类还是透过不同的管道来得知未来,或预测未来, 算命,看相,星座等等。

 

当你知道太多的时候, 你就会自然而然去防备一些你不希望发生的事情,其实同时你也在扰乱自己的命运。 前因后果, 没有这一件事的发生, 就不会有下一件事的到来, 所以一生的命运就可能因为你改了当中的一件事,造成日后的每一件事都不一样了。 不但如此, 你也会连累其他人的命运, 不仅人类不是独立生活的族群, 所以还是让老天爷定断吧!

 

不要做先知,以免变成“先加”。。。 哈哈!

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Mission Failed

Today mission failed… After finished all the house work, and get ready myself to go out, the sky shows me his ‘White Face’ (Cloudy)… so my mood become ‘cloudy’ too… no mood… Then just went out for my lunch, then one of the friend called for teatime, what a good plan on this afternoon…

 

Dinner time just meet up with lecturer, he pass me some info about Bali, so that I can plan for my Bali trip. Tomorrow will work out the schedule for my trip…

 

Wasted my offday??? Ya, I always do… But, at least did something – good (tea)time with friends, and know some info for my Bali trip.

Friday, May 8, 2009

The Green Thing

Today found the advertisement about KLPF (Kuala Lumpur Photography Fair)  for 2009, reminds me that I still haven’t start to work for the theme of this year – Protect Our Nature. All these about the Green Theme, need to work out with a series of photo about it. Still thinking what to shoot to work out for it.

 

Thinking start to work it out by this Saturday, just wish I can get some idea what to shoot, and bring my camera, which rest inside the bag for so long, to create the series. Another good chances for me to work it out will be during my Bali trip, but now I just worry the trip might need to cancel if the A/H1N1 issue getting worst… So better start to work it out from now…

 

Green… Nature… Earth… Polution… Human… Which one should I start with??? Maybe just walk around with my camera and think what to shoot… Countdown, still have two months before the due date. Just wish that this year still can see my photo showing in KLPF.

 

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面对现实

 

现实还是现实, 终归还是得面对现实。 告诉自己,做人得看见眼前所面对的, 面对它, 解决它, 好让生活过得好一些。 但是偏偏我这份人就是老爱发梦, 有的没的都会想一番, 到头来可能什么都没有, 就只有一场白日梦。

 

平静一下, 清静一下, 让自己清醒一下, 再整顿自己的思维, 好让自己搞清楚自己该做什么, 再决定下一步这么走。 有时候就是没有慢下脚步, 好让自己好好想一下, 老是做错决定, 到时才后悔, 告诉自己不是每一回都能有机会改过, 所以不可以再让自己犯错。

 

生活还是自己的吧! 所以还是得为自己而活。 希望自己能够快快乐乐而活。。。

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Get Well Soon

Today Flu getting better, just need to take some rest, hopefully tomorrow will be alright. Tomorrow still need to work for whole day…

 

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今天不懂是否因为身体不适, 心情总是怪怪的, 不是底落, 也不懂是怎么了, 总是有点不对劲。 还是早点睡吧! 可能是太累了, 想太多了。

 

亲爱的, 想念你。。。

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

我要快乐 - 张惠妹

又被爱伤了一遍
无所谓当作成长
刚刚走开的人
烟还点着味道却淡了
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
只有眼泪是真的
把从前想了一遍
谢谢了伤我的人
想做乐观的人
每种雨声听了都不冷
我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有
我要快乐我要能睡的安稳
有些人不抱了才温暖
离开了才不恨我早应该割舍
我要快乐哪怕笑的再大声
心不是热的全都是假的
我的决定是对的

一首不是近日最红的歌曲, 但是从电台听见这首歌, 激起一些情感。

回想起当初张惠妹受访关于这个专辑的时候提到这首歌时讲述过, 这首歌是她被公司冷冻期间, 就在她事业与生活最低潮的时期, 深夜里有感而发, 眼泪不停地流, 凌晨三点给她一位要好的词曲创作人, 向他倾述一番。 后来这位创作人为她写了这首歌。

 

谁人不想得到快乐, 我也想拥有快乐, 但是有时候就是天意弄人, 偏偏想拥有的就离你远去, 快乐也一样。 生命当中实在太多不如意的, 有人说: 生活在这个世上就是天父要我们在地上受苦, 等一切过去再接我们到快乐的国度去。 那是否意味着人生当中就没有一丝的快乐, 非得受尽艰苦, 才能在永生时得到快乐? 没人会有答案。

 

当然我不是一直埋怨着这一切不快乐的事, 有时候还会倒过来安慰面临生活瓶颈的朋友, 说什么“等一切过去就会有美好的日子” 或类似的话语。真的会有柳暗花明又一村? 还是这只是世人为了安慰自己而说的呢? 不管有或没有, 日子还是一样要过。 没了半杯水, 还是剩下半杯水, 这就让你自己决定吧!

 

快乐就在前方不远处, 只要不放弃, 一定能够到达其所在地。 告诉自己,加油! 寻找一位愿意陪我一同寻找我们快乐泉源的人, 你何时愿意现身在我身旁?我在等待。。。你听见我在呼唤你的名字吗?

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Fever + Flu = A/H1N1???

Last night already felt not well, but just flu, so as usual, just take flu medicine. But, today getting worst. Morning still alright, but evening after reached home then body temperature getting higher.

 

Normally this kind of case is normal for me, cause it always happen on me. First I thought that recently maybe because not enough rest so a bit weak, then flu come back. At this critical moment, just worried.

 

But I have no cough, should be alright. Tonight just take good rest and tomorrow wake up just wish that not thing de… :)

Monday, May 4, 2009

终身伴侣,

终身伴侣,一个我不太可能期盼的人物,可能这一生也不会遇上的人。生活当中都会遇上甜甜蜜蜜的伴侣,十指紧扣,白头携老,相伴终老。每回看了心中都会一股心酸,期盼终会有那么一天,真命天子会出现在我生命当中。

可能你会认为我为当初所做的决定而后悔了。不是。并未有一丝悔意,反而活得自在。这并非我选的路,而是我得走的路。对其有期盼并不等于后悔。

虽然不懂何日是我在世上的最后一日,所以只好珍惜每一天,每天期待。

是否有人可以很肯定地告诉我,我们是否真的会有终身伴侣?(其实答案已在心中…)

Sunday, May 3, 2009

Snack

Can you stand if you partner telling you that: "I'm having snack out there..." or something about "S.N.A.C.K"...

I'm not sure how many out there really can stand for it when your partner telling you about this. Maybe you will try to ignore if you find out yourself, but how about if your partner telling you this???

Try to tell myself, as long as he comes back after it then should be alright, but... I know I can't...

Cannot tell you what will I do, maybe wait until it really happen.

Friday, May 1, 2009

Stranger

This moment you make me felt that you just like a stranger in my life… I don’t really know you… you’re so close to me but yet you’re so far to reach.

 

Silent, in between us just so silent… maybe even when I met a stranger, I still will say hi to him or her, but now we’re even worst than that.

 

I just wish that not thing happen tonight, just wish that I’m the one who think too much…

 

Just wish that this is just a dream, and let the end when the time I wake up…

 

I’m tired with this, just wish to end it up…