Should I???

Next month too many planning de, almost every week I have to take leave. First is my Phuket trip, 5D4N. After come back from Phuket, work for one day, then have to attend two days training for some stupid talk, something related to my work, which they use this talk to earn some money and pay for the bonus for their staffs. (of course I’ll never pay for anything like this, but the seat is sponsor by some supplier, RM250 for each.)

 

Then one week after that will go for SG trip, 4D3N, after two years this the first time for me to return to the city of Lion, missed some people there. After calculate then only I know that I need to take at least 11days just for my trips and training. If add on with my off day then I think next month at least have to take 16-18days… Boss will kill me then.

 

That’s why thinking should I cancel my Phuket trip… Since that trip take me 5-6days de, and training thing cannot cancel… SG trip, no reason for me to cancel it, some more if I really cancel it I think SK will kill me, because promised her de…

 

Should I cancel my Phuket trip??????????? Haiz…

Memories

What can I do to kill the bad and unhappy memories? Or what people normally do to face all these? People choose not to talk about it, and thought that it will gone after sometimes? I don’t think so…

 

Suddenly just wanna ask: How I gonna handle it? teach me how to forget some bad experience…

 

So Random this come pop up in my mind. :) :(

I Wanna Tell You

华人喜欢打华人 华人效忠马来人 华人喜欢做汉奸

The Direct translate will be:

Chinese like to fight with each other

Chinese loyal to Malay

Chinese like to be the traitors...

每一个华人都像自己的手脚一样

Meaning: All Chinese people should close to (take care) each other... (Close, just because we're from the same race lar... no other meaning one...)

(These pictures taken inside the toilet at this Seremban Market. Record it with my phone camera.)

Shhh... My Baby is Sleeping

This is how my baby sleep... He's dreaming... I'm not sure what he's dreaming bout but his little 'hand' is moving... Like digging something. Picture taken in the afternoon on last Tuesday. So Cute...

Off Track

I don’t know what happened to us… why my relationship with ‘him’ getting worst??? Not like last time, we always happy to be together, and everytime with him, I’ll forget everything and just enjoy the time being together… Now, ever we’re stick together but I don’t feel like wanna work with ‘him’… … … What happened to us???

 

I’m talking about me and my camera (:P). I don’t know why, recently I have no mood to take it out from the bag. Even I’m very free but I don’t feel like wanna take some photos… What happened to me? I’m totally off track… *worried…

 

OMG… I think I really need to take a break and think what to do… should do something…

Ends Up

Today I still went for this step class in Lot 10, feel guilty if not attend the class… :P but luckily I join, because today class very fun, two big circles, we sharing the boards and this was the first time I join for the share board one… :)

 

Some more I was in the smaller circle, the smaller one is for the regular members only, because other members in the bigger circle will follow us… the title for the class is Step 101, but what we do actually not for beginner, sometimes feel pity for the new beginner who really the first time join the class, I think this will scared them off.

 

The unlucky part is, I walked under the rain when the time I reach my station, the rain cannot wait until I reach home first, so ends up, I walk under the rain for about 5mins… Now I miss the time when I have car… *sad

 

Time to sleep de…

Lazy Off Day

Just another lazy day at home… Today should attend class at Lot 10, at 6.40pm, but until now I still sticking my ass on the seat, sitting in front the desktop. Just finished some HK TV series, still thinking should I take a move to the class, purposely all the way to Lot 10 just to attend the class. If the class at Mid Valley then for sure I’ll go, but Lot 10… a bit far…

 

This day wake up at 12 something, never go out for any meals, settle my blunch with just few crackers and a cup of Milo (finished the coffee at home, so no choice…). then start to pay some FB game, and watch tv series at the same time. Tomorrow will back to work, so just take sometime to have some rest.

 

This month sales very bad, so a bit stress, this month have no hope to reach my target de. Just wait for next month and see how things work.

 

The time staying at home feel so quite, but also feel a bit boring. Just use to the busy life, so cannot stay home do nothing…

Just Be…

好心情 Just Be Yourself – S.H.E

 

给自己卸了妆 给自己找点快乐 一个人也有好心情
跟着梦的节拍 每一天努力的我 一步一步追着未来

喜欢自己那么意气扬飞 表现到底那个我
痛快淋漓感觉多舒活 天地多辽阔

我爱 享受美好（Just be yourself）
我爱 就勇敢的拥抱
当我奔跑在人生大道 阳光风雨 都难不倒
我在等一个真心 来对我好

Ababala Babalaba
我可以忙呀忙 我可以享受寂寞 一个人也能开Party
天气有好有坏 热热闹闹朋友来 放开脚步我们一起去追风

喜欢自己那么意气扬飞 表现到底那个我
追逐自由自在的生活 天地多辽阔

我爱 享受美好（Just be yourself）
我爱 就勇敢的拥抱
当我奔跑在人生大道 阳光风雨 都难不倒
我在等一个真心 来对我好

我爱 享受美好（Just be yourself）
我爱 就勇敢的拥抱
当我奔跑在人生大道 阳光风雨 都难不倒
我在等一个真心 来对我好

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与一班朋友在某cafe喝茶的时候， 让我听见这首歌，远看原来电视荧幕上正在播着这首歌的MV。 其实也不是因为音律好听的原因， 才让我注意这首歌； 而是只因为那么的一句话：我在等一个真心 来对我好。

 

唱出我的心声？ 让我有同感？ 可能吧。。。

 

等： 每天我都在等， 等一个人的出现， 等一个适合的人。

 

真心： 到底会有几个人是真心的？ 永远对你真心？还是只是现在而已？ 人心难测， 已经领教过了，可能再也不敢奉陪了。

 

对我好：真的不简单， 但是我相信只要是真心的， 那一等能够办得到。

My Favorite

This the fruit that I like the most, which it cannot get in KL. Everytime I come back is not the season to get this fruit, it's name called Darap.

This time I'm so lucky because mother manage to buy me two Darap, I finished everything by myself, it size just same as a big durian. So full. The only fruit I have no chance to taste is avocado, cannot have it for my breakfast. He he.

Going Back Now

Now inside the departure hall, going back to KL. Another 15mins will on board de. Just spent two days two night with my lovely mother. She just looks like getting more weak de, don't know why my heart feel bad now.

Even doctor said her condition is alright, but still feel worried about her. Her body condition still ok, only thing is her eyes having dry eye problem, and suspect she got catarac, so next round have to bring her to do full eyetest.

Time to on board de, share more after this.

Eat to Live, or Live to Eat?

Eat to Live, or Live to Eat?

Which one should I choose? Or actually I did make the decision, only I try not to accept it?

I always thought that eat to live is always something easy to do, but I was wrong, because none of it is easy either.

I should appreciate what I'm having now, but I'm not happy, because I'm not doing what I really wish to do. Should I catch back to the track and dream what I'm dreaming all these while?

Passion...
Another good question I should think for it.

Two Hours

I'm in LCCTerminal de. Having my teatime here, just a cup of caramel ice blended, because still full since my lunch. Have to wait for two hours, so sitting here in The Coffee Bean, try to kill the time, with my lovely iPod video. (Can't afford iPhone, so stick back to this old gadget... ;) )

Too bad no laptop here, if not this two hours is so easy to pass with some fb game. Should consider to get the 10.1" netbook de. Luckily my phone still allow me to post something to my blog via Email. It's cheap but functionable.

Long time never travel alone de, since my last trip to Miri, last year around Oct or Nov, almost a year de, not so use to sitting in the airport alone, feel empty.

One of the reason pick this caramel drink is try to use it to cheer me up, people said it may work, so why not have a try for it. Work or not? I can't tell you now.

One thing I can comment about this LCCT is, it's getting bigger and bigger de. Not only getting more shops and cafe, but the old wing like where Coffee Bean located also expanded, can have more seats and more comfortable de, not like last time felt so pack. This low cost terminal getting better de.

I still have another one hour and fifty minutes to go, thinking should post something to update my news here, since long time I didn't do this de. :)

What’s Going On???

What happen to the market??? Why so slow one??? My Gosh…

 

This few days sales really bad, bad until I can’t believe I’m working in Mid Valley… haiz… This month sales target so high but the market so silent *headache…

 

Some more this month have to take few days short leave, thinking how to meet my target.

 

Now have to do some packing for tomorrow de… Going back soon…

Back to Back Meeting

First day of the month, just spent the whole day with ‘Meetingssssss”…

 

First meeting, together with BS and staff in branch. Discuss about what happened in the branch, problem we facing, and blah blah blah… take about one 2hours…

 

Second meeting, ABH meeting, @ Starbucks, cannot stay in branch because it may discuss something about staff too, so cannot let other staff heard this, if not then sure war will start de… four hours meeting, almost kill me, just with a cup of black mocha frappe… (not enough for this coffee-holic). Discuss about coming promotion, target, stock, commission, problem, leaflet, reports, duty roster, sales, product, services, new challenge, staff issue, performance, and a lot more…

 

Actually this meeting still can continue until dinner time, but just because we still have to meet with another supplier, which wait for us for more than two hours. Just stop this meeting halfway. Thanks for the supplier too, and I missed the chance to meet with my technician, talk about our edging machine.

 

Then the last meeting for the day is me and my staff, just to let them to know something that they should know what we discussed in the previous ABH meeting. Talk about their target for the month. Talk about this issue, I’m a bit sad, because this month not enough man power, and our target still the same, so all our target have to increase. My target for the month become 26k, no longer 20k (I mean the first target), so not so easy for me to hit the third target like last month. SO SAD~~~

 

Really hard for me to maintain my sales, since I have to handle all my paperwork, product and some other work too. Just try my best. IF this month can hit the first target, then I should be lucky enough.

 

Today still cannot finish my commission report, just because too many meeting de… Tomorrow will off, so will continue my work on Sat.