I think I need to rearrange my FB friends list de… for safety purpose… :)
Lately my Facebook connection a bit messy de… now mixed with old schoolmate, new friends, friends from work and some friends from our lovely P-Group too… so I think is time for me to separate the account de… After this will receive my email from facebook that request for some of you to add me in the new account. :)
Try not to link all the group into one… If not… sooner or later… everyone will know… :P
我好像失去了什么似的， 生活老是不对劲，没有了什么原动力。 原来我失去了它 –– 人生目标。 难怪近来不管做什么， 都不动是为了什么， 我又在一次变成机器人了， 每天生活都非常的机械化， 有些时候真的非常羡慕那些有抱负， 又梦想的人。 还记得我第一本个人摄影册子就是以“有梦就该想”来命名， 就是意味着人们有着梦想就该日日夜夜想着它， 直到它实现为止。
我的梦想去了那里？ 我也忘了何时将它给弄丢了。。。 没有梦就不能够想了， 那我该如何寻回我的梦？？
This trip I coming back for 7days, whereby I go nothing to do for the one whole week. What I did was just staying at home, finish up the movie series which I always cannot finish it when I’m in KL, maybe too busy with so many works and activities, so this the good time for me to finish all the Hong Kong TV series.
Another good activities that I can do every time I come back is dinner… Why dinner? because everyone only able to spend time with me after work, so dinner time always good for gathering and meeting up with old friends. That’s why we always yam cha after dinner, and this is one of the reason why I easy gain weight lor… LOL…
Last year new year 3weeks… TOO long for me… This year new year 7days… still TOO LONG for me… Thinking next year maybe just come back for 5days is good enough. Less amount of days = less meals, less fats, less…
When my last reason to come back is gone, I don’t think I’ll come back anymore…
Working during CNY is enough for me de… I don’t think I’ll do it anymore… really feel bad… when others enjoying their holiday but I have to work… Next year no matter what, I’ll get at least 3-4 days off for CNY…
Another few more days will on leave for my CNY, which others already back to work and time for me to go back. So this time I have mo reason to go out with friends, or visiting anyone but just staying at home do nothing. I count de, I only go back for one week… One week, should be easy for me to pass the time, not like last year, spent 3 weeks time there by doing nothing but “growing mushroom” at home…
Too tired de… take as a time to have some rest and enjoy the time with mum… Going home soon…
Today really free and back date something happened on last week… on my Valentine.
I had no plan for this year valentine since it’s fall on the first day of CNY, so since nothing I can do so nothing to plan also. Just welcome it with the open arm…
On that morning, he called, and asked me what’s the plan for this day, and as what I said: No plan… Just need to send Eva’s brother to the station before lunch. Then he told me that he may able to meet me up after the luncheon with family members. I was happy and excited too, because never expect to see him on this day.
Another good thing happened was, he able to meet up with SK, which I tried to arrange for so many times… I try to let him meet with my friends one by one, not in one big group, because he may not use to it. So… they able to have a short while of chatting and just a good start.
This weekend will bring him to meet the rest of the gang and I wish that everything will be fine and hopefully he will feel comfortable. :)
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My Valentine Gift
Another accessories from him… He likes accessories… so do I…
Happy Lunar New Year to all my Friends… :)
On the first day of the tiger year, what I’m doing here is Facebook-ing while my washing machine still running to wash all the dirty stuff. Staying in the house alone, both housemate went back to celebrate this lunar new year with family, reunion moment, BUT I’m still staying here.
Today (on the eve of the new year), my day is rush, rush and rush… tired… but some good thing happened to me makes my day so cheerful. Today I received a very special gift… from a friend who better than a normal friend… This gift not only makes me happy but shocked me too… because for the pass 26 years, no one given me such a huge present… of course you will ask: What’s that gift??? ?.?
The Answer is 32” LCD TV… :D which now placed in my bedroom, and it’s right in front of me now…
(too lazy to take the phone on my own… :P )
Happy to have it and really thanks to the one who given me this…
Now it just work with it connect with my netbook, so sooner or later I need to get one dvd player. wish can find one with USB slot and can play RMVB files… at least more easy for me to play the files which I downloaded from the net.
It completed my room, my bedroom… :) too tired to continue de… after drinking some Choya and now feel like to sleep de… Goodnight…
Some gift given by a friend… Condom, ‘pad’ and… ‘breast’…
Cute… but this thing cannot use, only can put into your mouth…. and it will melt… Actually it just some cute candy from Taiwan, it really looks like real one… So if you get this kind of candy, make sure you don’t mix it up with the actual one, if not later… ehmmm… will come with some funny story after that…
What is the definition of Bonus for you?? (At Work)
Some extra pay due to good performance?? or just something given by the company because they promised on the paper?? or just a paid over for the employee for what they did for the company for the pass 12 months??
I’m so envy to heard about others using their bonus to do something they wish to be, paying their credit card, buy the latest phone for themselves or the loved one, buy some new clothes, buy this… buy that… BUT me… oh no, should say: BUT us… (refer to the rest of the staff in my company…not only me…) just sitting here and listen to others telling their happy story…
If you asking me why I choose this company which will never pay Bonus in the first place, I can tell you: I have no idea at all until last two months, when my supervisor told me this in a meeting and I totally speechless. I joined this company 11months before, the company that giving good pay (compare with some other big chain store), still growing (only have 6-7branches that time, and planning to open more branches until they reach their target of 30 branches…)… … …
Maybe if you’re asking about our sales performance, maybe this is the only reason that he able to use it not to pay our bonus, because he asking us to make him 200K every month, but I think in the pass 4months, we only hit 200K for once only…
CNY is coming, so just don’t think too much, try to enjoy myself for the only day off on the first day of CNY. Just make myself happy lor… :) NO bonus mah NO bonus lor…
Can you see how this guy sitting on the chair??? His BIG ass needs two chair only can fit enough… XP… I think this guy Kung Fu sure very ‘geng’ one… because he can sit so well on that two chairs…
Something that happen again and again… My target increased… I’m talking about my branch target… Friday my supervisor discuss with me about our new target and explain to me why in the text msg sent from Boss telling that our branch target for the month is 200K but not 180K.
I was blank out when I read the text msg, because this month just 28days and plus during CNY, I don’t think we really can make money. All my customer-killer are on leave so I have not enough people helping me to make this figure out… so cham… this time I really have no idea what to do de… some more this week already passed and I still only have 21 more days to make things happen. Sigh…
Not only this… but my personal target also the same. This time I have to make sure my personal target reach the amount given, which is at least 18k and above then only can get my ‘basic-commission’ which is never happen before this. Now means if I cannot reach my personal target, not only cannot get my personal commission but I also cannot take the commission from the total amount of the branch collection…
18k… maybe not a big figure if I stop to let my staff to do sales… usually I only will attend customer if no one is free, but start from now, I don’t think I should do this de, be more aggressive and have to grab more sales…
One of my staff heard about our conversation, and she told me: Oh No… you’re so pity… I don’t think you can make it… and the target thing is not a good deal for you…
Maybe she’s right, because she knows that I’ll not fight for the sales, and she also know that is not that easy to reach our new branch target, because it really too high for us de… with our limited customer base, I think we still need more time to make it happen… not only that but not so easy to maintain the figure too, even when we able to reach once or twice in a year…
Haiz… another impossible mission waiting for me… Now I’m in the movie of <<Mission Impossible – New Branch Target>>…
This year chinese new year will be something different, I’ll celebrate it in KL. Everyone asking the reason I’m not going back for this new year, and my answer always: because I’m working during CNY. But… the main reason is because, this year CNY meet with Valentine, so I try not to go back lor… :P
I bought the ticket almost 8-9 months back, that time I still not attach but still when I place the order for my ticket, I chose to go back on the 10th-day of CNY. Giving myself a hope to celebrate valentine which I missed last year. That time I still don’t know what I gonna do on that day but just make myself to be free on that ‘special day’.
Is that a good thing to celebrate both CNY and Valentine on the same day??? The answer definitely NO… because of this… I cannot celebrate my Valentine Day… (T-T)~~~ so sad… He told me that he’s not able to make it on that day because it will be busy day for the family… so we cannot have any plan lor… plus… I have not much offday to spend for the week, because my branch have not enough man power during the festival time and I have to keep some offday for me to go back on the 23rd…
The gift is ready but it just will pass to him not in the way that I wish it to be, will ready it by tomorrow and pass it to him a bit earlier… without any celebrate… no romantic dinner… no more quality time together… but maybe will be alone on that day… haiz…
I WANT MY VALENTINE… and DONT WANT CNY… >.<
