One of the visitor of this blog send me a message tell me that my blog very de-motivation, very sad story, keep on talking about tiredness and unhappiness. That’s the comment from him after his first visit.
Ya, recently too many unhappy stuff happened around me, not thing make me happy, no matter work, life, or anything. When the time you need to make a decision that my change your future, not that easy to make. Work didn’t make me feel tired, but choosing a new job making me headache. I wish that I can empty my mind and just walk out the door, carry my lovely tools, Nikon D80, and enjoy my time taking photo, which long time I never do this.
Last night my lecturer asking each of us, when is our last trip to take photo… I cannot answer, beside in class, I never touch my camera, I got no mood to grab it and bring it out with me. I know I need to take some rest, do some meditation, clear up my mind, make the important decision.
My schedule always full, not only with my work, my gym class, and some relationship thing that making me busy. I got no time to settle down, or maybe I didn’t give myself any time to think about it. Try not to facing it? Nope. Don’t know how to facing it.
Regarding some happy thing, I get back my portfolio, thanks God not much damage after so many people browse it, only need to do some repair for the front page, inside still good. After this try to upload some photo about my portfolio. Let me take sometimes to take some photo and post it out. Anyone know how to read Chinese (Mandarin) then I can share it with them.
Now step class, movie and Hong Kong drama series, is the only leisure for me… again… sound so sad… ;’(