Taking Care…

… of your own…

 

Sometimes I just wish myself can have the life just like my Suggie enjoying now: someone to taking care of you, no worries about your life, and everything will be fine… really everything will be fine??

 

Looking at him, my Suggie, everyday wake up and eat, play then sleep. Nothing to worried, or maybe he just worry one day I may not feed him with his lovely apple. Life: Eat. Sleep. Play. Yes, Life is just as simple as it is… BUT why I’m still not happy with it??

 

At least…

I still have my job. How many people out there still searching for one.

I still can eat something I like. Many out there still thinking how to get some food to feed themselves.

I still able to do something I wish to, maybe not all. Still many people locked behind the bar.

I still able to walk on my own. No wheel car needed.

I still can sing. Someone still learning the sign language to communicate with others.

… Then what else I’m not happy with???

 

I don’t know…

No answer…

Just…

 

I’m not HAPPY.

Expectation

Never expect too much, if not you will get hurt by your own expectation.

给我一个家

每一年的生日都会有人问我： 今年要什么生日礼物。 当然答案可以很简单， 生活每天都会想到要的东西， 但是心里真正要的莫过于就是一个家。

 

并不是所我没有家，而这个家将会是我想要的一个家，里头并不单单就只有所有我想拥有的家具，最重要还是一个可以让我感受到家的感觉的一个他。

 

这个要求听起来很荒唐， 但是偏偏它就是我要的。 一栋房子，一辆车子，这都是我自己可以拥有的， 但是没有了他的存在， 就没有家的感觉。 一个人没有了心脏就如没有什么生命可言，更说不上什么生活了。 没有了他, 家就没有了“心脏”， 更没有什么温馨可言了。

每个人每天辛辛苦苦，劳劳碌碌工作， 要的不就是过更好的生活，和身边的伴开开心心过活。当然我会着重我的事业，但是它并不是我生活的全部， 工作后还是得有个停靠的港口， 让疲惫的身心有个依靠。 一张好的床垫并不难找；但是一个好的依靠就不容易找了。 身边经过的人不少， 但是又有几个愿意停留，又会有哪个可以答应不再离开呢？ 过客虽多，常住的就没有一个。

 

单身的向往一个人的自由；有了伴的享受比翼双飞的感觉。 单身了二十几个年头， 自由够了， 是时候找一个港湾了。

一个伴

黃小琥 — 伴

 

如果 命運可以訂做

如果 有另一次選擇

我想我 還是會 把手讓你緊握

快樂地陪你去坎坷

就算 你有天變落魄

就算 你老得不能動

我想我 還是會 挽著你看日落

你的心疼在淚光中

嘴巴上 彼此嫌麻煩

眼神中 關懷那麼滿

沒說愛 卻早已認定一輩子的伴

在人前 從來不浪漫

在心中 卻總為對方打算

最懂的人最暖的伴

就算 我以後變囉嗦

就算 我老了有病痛

我想你 還是會 照顧我到最後

隱藏脆弱不眠不休

沒有辛酸 沒有遺憾

什麼是陪伴 什麼是心安 你是答案

 

 

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好一首“伴”， 让人听了也会辛酸。 歌词非常感人，世上若有人能够如此幸运找到陪伴终身的伴， 那不管日子怎么过，一切也是值得的。。。

 

当然听了这首歌，心里面幻想着自己拥有一个伴，终日陪伴在身旁，不管吵闹或安静， 永远为对方打算。 想了心里真的很甜， 但毕竟这都是幻想，当我真的遇上了再慢慢享受吧。。。

 

希望未来的伴不是一个幻影。。。

Welcoming

Yeah~~~ New member to the family…. :)

 

 

Spent almost half day to settle down this little feller, and now very very tired de… –.-

Still haven’t name it yet… is a male… any idea???

 

Just share some photo here… just few… still not yet get the bond and still need sometime.

 

This little feller now busy with it’s new house.

 

Will share more after this… *yawn… need to catch some sleep.

Study… Study…and More

Beside of busy with the cage preparation, I did a lot of studies about this new family member. Very funny when reading about him, and his lifestyle. For example, they may like to pee pee on you just to mark you as his own, and the male one sometimes will ‘show off’ their little penis, not one, but two. Yes, Sugar Glider’s penis is considered Bifurcated… cannot wait to have a look on it.

 

This small little feller will bark like puppy, OMG, I just worried mine will making noise when I try to get some rest… >.< Tonight will be the first night.

 

It’s cage is ready but still some small little stuff to buy, (will upload some photos here after this… ) the basic setup is done, just need some toys and maybe add on more branches… need to shopping more de…

 

Now only realize not easy to get this diet list for the little feller, the list is SOOOOooooo LONG… morning eat this and that, and night time eat this and that… wao… I think later I become like ‘Auntie’ de…  but luckily some food we can share, like fruits, yogurt and eggs… not so hard for me to bring him out. Cannot wait to see my new baby… :)

 

*continue my reading…

Busy Day

Oh~~~ Busy Busy Busy… Today so busy… Busy with my work?? not really… Busy with someone??? Not so… So… What I’m so busy here???

 

After I made the decision, to accept another new family member, then I start to busy with all the preparation de… Today get a cheaper price from friend’s friend by selling his 5-months-old Sugar Glider with RM250, which he just bought it for two-three weeks. He wish to sell one out from the pair, because he wanna get another female.

 

Since I wanna get one new member to the family, then I have to ready it’s new house, new bed, new toys and… … … So that’s what I’m busy with…

 

Get everything from the nearest pets store nearby my working place, take sometime to choose for the right one (color… which I like…). After that thinking what food to buy for the new feller.

 

Back home still have to clean up the houses for the current resident, time to change their food, water and clean up the house… Friend will ask: So you no longer taking care of your ‘old’ babies la?? Of course not! I still taking care of them, I decided to take another new member because this new one maybe can play with it more often and it might get closer with me than the hamster.

 

Time to sleep de… getting late… *yawn…

Do Nothing…

I feel so useless when I cannot do anything to help my another half to solve his problem, not even a single one. Haiz… Yes, it’s not under my control, but I just wish to share with him what he’s facing now… :(

 

Listen to all the problem he’s facing, knowing that he’s so busy with his work, to settle everything… Every single minute he’s thinking the planning of his business, and every single details. He’s so busy… but beside listen I cannot do anything de…

 

I don’t know what to do… Just let him to finish his work by his own?? I’m so useless…

 

For now, what can I do is just give him some support, and try to call him or sms him when he’s free, not like last time can sms him or call him anytime, now he don’t wish someone to disturb him when he’s working. Less time to meet him up and less time to talk with him de… :( *worried