励志小品

近来生活太过于暗淡无色，干燥不已，老是有着负面的想法，可以称得上是处于‘非常’低潮期。 昨日经过书局， 愿意是随便逛逛，怎懂让我看上了几本励志小品，单单标题就足于凝锁我的视线。 一口气就拿了六本在手， 也不管好不好看，拿了再算吧！反正在店里闲着还是闲着，看看书也好，也好让时间容易过。

所谓励志小品也不过是一些关于如何笑看人生，宽开胸膛，开怀欢笑之类的， 让我能借以调节一下时下的心情。还记得月头时自己曾经一度陷入超低潮的境界，一度不能自拔，幸好还有一位能够倾诉的对象。 话说回来，还得感激他打了一通长达四十多分钟的长途电话给我，安抚我的忐忑不安的心情。那通电话让我放松不少。

现在就让我好好品尝这几本小品，再消化其中的精华，好让自己的生活能够好过一点，找回开心的自己。

Movie Again... :P

Fake Ads

Yesterday planned to watch two movies in GSC, Mid Valley. I get the time table for the movies and planned to get 2.45pm, Rogue Assassin then another movie on 5pm, Black Sheep.

When the time I purchase my ticket at the counter, the ticket guy told me that the Black Sheep only show on this coming Thursday. I show him that their own board which beside the counter showing that “Today Movie…. Black Sheep 1.55pm and 5.00pm”…

I’m so regret I didn’t argue with the manager so that I can get free ticket for my another movie…

Rogue Assassin [more]

Unexpected Ending / Storyline

Just like the Perfect Stranger, till the last minutes of the movie only you know the truth of the whole story. This movie makes me remind the story of the Internal Affair. The only different is Jet Li did this plastic surgery and changed his identity to kill the one who killed his family.

Thanks for GSC Time Table

Since I can’t manage to watch the second movie so I spend my time sit down at one of the coffee shop and read my book – The Same Root.

Today I finished this book and wanna write an Email to Mr Ouyong. (Today I’m too busy and can’t manage to write this letter to him, do it later… )

This book, he sent us a message to “step-out from the cupboard” (means tell people the real us). This book totally different from the previous one where by it do a lot of explanation why the West countries can live as what they wish and enjoy their freedom in the public but we in East can not do it. He gives us the reason why we need to step out from the cupboard so that people know who we are and let them know they are wrong in terms of they thought that Queer must be sissy, soft, and wish to do transsexual.

Queers cannot they the world their feelings just because they worry that the world cannot accept them and their family and friends will stay away form them. They also worry to loss their job. This will be the excuses they telling themselves before they facing it.

I wish that myself could face these excuses and step out from the dark cupboard.

My Work and My Holiday

Today will be last day of work before I start to on leave and go to Singapore for one-week holiday. I can listen someone making noise there… hehehe…

Start tomorrow I’ll go to Singapore and meet the friends there. This trip I cannot shop since I need to save some money to pay my camera and my tuition fees for my photography class. Too bad.

Then someone will ask, what you doing there??? 31^st of this month I’ll celebrate my friend’s birthday together with a gang of friends. This is the way I kill my annual leave.

Some more I’m so boring to walk in the shopping center in KL… Mid Valley, KLCC, The Curve, One-U, Sunway…

Today I got a lot of work to do and I never thought that I can post something to my blog since I still need to settle some work, but I still want to update it. Few days never update make me feeling so ‘bad’… = p

I wonder after I attend the photography classes can I still take the short leave and go for holiday, because I still got some replacement leaves and Annual Leaves… How to finish it?

History of Uranier

Today read about the history of Uranier (means Queer, or Urning , the word from Karl Heinrich Ulrichs).

Karl Heinrich Ulrichs (1825-1895)

He is the one who first talk about Uranier to the public; we can call him the father of the Uranier Revolution. In between 1864 and 1869, he published the articles to tell the world about gay.

I learn some new words…

Uranier (Urning) – means Gay

Dionaer (Dioning) – means Straight

Urningin – means Lesbian

Urano-Dioning – means Bisexual

In 1869, Karl Maria Kertbeny comes with the word of ‘homosexualitat’ means homosexuality.

Actually Karl Heinrich Ulrichs did a lot of works to shows the world about Gay’s life, Gay’s world… but the world still cannot accept his theory. 1880, he moved to Aquila, Italy and stay there until end of his life.

Even the world cannot accept him but he still doing his job for the revolution.

Now only I know that since 1864, Karl Heinrich Ulrichs started the revolution for us, our community history start there…

No history, No future…

We shall learn from the history and know how to facing the world in the future…

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I start to read the new book from Mr OuYong…

It let me know more about Queer’s background and some story from west, actually they started the revolution long time ago but in east we still work hard to come out to our community…

Who will start the revolution in East? Or everyone just silent and wait?

From the Same Root

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人出版社要笔者为欧阳文风的《同根生》写篇文章时，说书名原取为《当我们同在一起》(Enternal Summer)，与李添兴刚在谷中城上映的爱情背叛三部曲之二撞名。我开玩笑地说很好啊，可以一起进行宣传∶“当异性恋撞到了同性恋”。

欧阳文风着《同根生》，有人出版，2007年5月，RM25.

异性恋者与同性恋者本是同根生，相煎何太急。异性恋者普遍性地站在所谓的异性恋霸权中歧视甚至阻止同性恋的发生，说是可改变转化等；同性恋者站在弱 势族裔中盾挡挥剑，极力守护同志这块绝不受污染侵犯的土地。结果公说公有理，婆说婆有理，从报章笔战丶在期刊丶网站上到出版专书争论不休，你有你的理论， 我有我的见解，似乎有对错，仅是看你站稳哪一个山头思辩，还有哪一方掌握资料丶理论争辩能力丶学位或甚至在社会地位等资格来看事物。文风在这里多了几项亲 身经历∶爱过丶痛过丶生活过的实际经验，愈战愈勇，出柜後更毫无顾虑，甚至担当起同志代言人，同志作家到同志运动家的角色。他不畏惧任何事物言论，抗战到 最後一颗子弹见底，还拔剑挥拳。无论如何，他尚处于非常积极丶生命丰盛的时期，似乎坚而不克。然而在阅读他的文章时，读者会发现他是那麽坚强的忍辱负重， 终于有了今天每年频密地出版一两册书籍，每周至少两三个专栏见报或在同志网站（fridae.com）发表。《同根生》是借全球最瞩目之一的 Fridae网站之光，于焉诞生。

文风借用音乐家（贝多分丶柴可夫斯基）丶文学家（惹内丶田纳西威廉斯）丶艺术家（达文西丶米开朗基罗丶高更等）丶社会学家（Peplau, Schawartz等）丶性学家（金赛丶伊芙琳乎格尔）丶同志运动家（John Addington Symonds和Magnus Hirschfeld）等理论见解例子历史来阐明进行他的全面同志运动，带领同志们勇敢地站出来，以他的学识理论注解分析诠释在美国丶新马甚至世界中遇到 的各种不公情况，希望社会对同性恋有更客观与科学的认识，改变对同志的偏见丶“不自然”认知，大家对同志的误解甚至连同志亦误解甚至歧视自己的恶性循环惨 况。譬如举例“前同志”Paulk，为了掩饰自己永远是同志的真相，他甚至出书《不要害怕改变》丶高调上电台电视杂志封套等现身说法，从同志转向异性恋的 成功历程，说自己既是活生生的例子，结果被人抓到痛脚时，还要闹自辩是进入同志酒吧撒尿的笑话。

除此之外，文风从美国民权领袖马丁路德金牧师全心投入与邪恶暴权和种族对抗，带领美国黑人抗议不合理的文化与法律；法农《黑皮肤丶白面具》中评述弱 势族裔殖民地的黑人，以欧式生活的深层意识来丑化自我矮化丶异化的情意结，结果造成自己是最大的欺压者等例子来延伸进入同志运动，争取同志权益，不致被社 会边缘化或妖魔化。

最精彩的是在辑三的“同志辩”中，以奴隶制与科学角度来反驳由陈再明的《神爱“同志爱”？》针对《神爱同志》的回应。文风认为辩驳圣经中反对同性恋 的观点，纯粹的经文诠释之争欠缺意义，如地球绕太阳转，还是太阳绕地球而运行的争辩，因为科学研究早有结果。他从中更指出圣经中的错误观点，如导致神权高 于人权的圣经赞同奴隶制，甚至为了庇护圣经神权，不惜烧死了沿用哥白尼地球自转的科学家布鲁诺丶软禁病重七十岁的伽利略至死等，在近代终于获得“平反”。 文风从而追问为何当年的“教会领袖，其中不乏绝顶聪明之士，可以错得如此离谱？”及“以为自己在维护真理？”然後以“解经错误”等打发，从而延伸圣经反对 同性恋的解经方法与过去教会支持奴隶制的方法，有何差异？“当科学与圣经，或与圣经的诠释有冲突与矛盾时，我们应当怎麽做？”等的角度，再次丢下令人思 索，可能再度引发论战的炸弹。

这是文风致力透彻研究圣经基督教神学的成果？且让读者来亲自检验，每年至少一两次，看看文风在纽约走得多远，从而省思我们在马来西亚，是在一直倒退还是迈前了一步。

原载於2007年6月21日，《星洲日报》

This is the new book from Mr OuYong... (( From the Same Root))

The heterosexuals and the homosexual originally are live with the root. The heterosexuals universally stand in the so-called heterosexual love hegemony discriminate even prevent the homosexuality the occurrence, said that is may change the transformation and so on; The homosexual stands in the weak trend ancestors the shield keeps off wields a sword, protects comrade this not to pollute vigorously infringement the land...

Wonder where can I get this book... :)